doctores dont even wanna look at what i just did to myself
u ever go blank you have no fealings and your body goes numb, so today was day 3 of my solo tweaker trip haha glens got ok shards o well so people how was your day i really dont care haha im talking to george i miss her she was funny so what else can i say everyone else is gay said nirvana, yall wanna know something theres probly 4 people i care about and only 1/2 of them are my lil borthers ( . Y . )<---small boobs-- jim morrison is my god if i had to pick one you have to watch the doors movie its boring at first but it turns out to be a badass movie if your cool like that. so here it is im crazy for a crazy girl i know im a loser when i care more about someone who dosnt care for me really but hey i been telling people this from the begining , my parents are starting to piss me off u know if i think about everything going on around me it really sucks my parents are afraid of me and me stealing everything agin my grandmas bullshiting me about what shes gunna give me im getting kicked out for good for ever in a few months here pretty soon im gunna be going to jail for a while and the one thing i cared about is bi-polor and cant ever seem to be happy and then my best friend moved away and the only friends i hang out with right now are starting to get on my nerves i dont even know why i try so hard to make everyone esle but me happy,((i really pissed god off this weekend or something)) lets see what else i can add or better yet i wont ill stop bitching i sure no one wants to hear my shit so i smoked 3 blunts today and i was stoned off my ass for a long time too i had a good time till killjoy had to kill my fun haha no one knows who that is but there a person who can kill a mood all the time it never fails but im the only one mybe someone else who knows about that haha that made me laugh so anyways evrything is so mixed up and not as chilled out as they should be people people come on now just chill get high play outside be cool read a book play hacky sack jam some hippie jams or something just chill the fuck out i wish everyone could just be a stoner like me
dont rean any of this lj its jsut for me to vent and think outloud sorda or its just a way for everyone to read what im thinking fucking stop stealing my thoghts haha im kidding no im not yes i am yo im ferdaline yo so i bet everyone is thinking different shit right bout now well heres whats really going on im bord in my room watching cartoons listening to music i got no brain activity it truned off the other day and i got shit to play with sorda im fine with everyone i still love everyone im such a stoner i never care i still like u and everyone else who might think i dont i do, i dont care really i just want everything to be cool and chilled before i go away agin
THE MOTHER FUCKING DOORS ROCK MAN jim morrison is a god among men and i wanna grow up to be just like him there i said it
what will u do at THE END?
thank it for comming and for the ride
dont rean any of this lj its jsut for me to vent and think outloud sorda or its just a way for everyone to read what im thinking fucking stop stealing my thoghts haha im kidding no im not yes i am yo im ferdaline yo so i bet everyone is thinking different shit right bout now well heres whats really going on im bord in my room watching cartoons listening to music i got no brain activity it truned off the other day and i got shit to play with sorda im fine with everyone i still love everyone im such a stoner i never care i still like u and everyone else who might think i dont i do, i dont care really i just want everything to be cool and chilled before i go away agin
THE MOTHER FUCKING DOORS ROCK MAN jim morrison is a god among men and i wanna grow up to be just like him there i said it
what will u do at THE END?
thank it for comming and for the ride