Lets play Doctor Babe*
Yea, so I made a Mistake. Dont we all...
but anyone who knows me well enough, knows that this was my act of running. As stupid as this sounds. I dont mean to do this but its my way of acting to make me comfortable... Not everything I do I ACTUALLY MEAN to do. It just happens, and I seem to dive head first into things, without thought... And I loooove to be attached dont get me wrong, but I dont like to feel too close to anyone I guess. Im independant.. sometimes too much for my own good. And I am soo loyal, but I slip sometimes. Accidentally... One thing I need from all people is just simply for them to trust me. But when I disapoint them in any way I feel like a letdown. Its my fear to to become that. But Its hard to change once you're molded a certain way, to act how people expect you to act. And its not right. Its pressure.. but not purposely put on as pressure, but thats what it is. That striving to be wanted by other people. Looking and acting how THEY want you to be... not True 2 You
That's what needs to be Understood..
xoxo
but anyone who knows me well enough, knows that this was my act of running. As stupid as this sounds. I dont mean to do this but its my way of acting to make me comfortable... Not everything I do I ACTUALLY MEAN to do. It just happens, and I seem to dive head first into things, without thought... And I loooove to be attached dont get me wrong, but I dont like to feel too close to anyone I guess. Im independant.. sometimes too much for my own good. And I am soo loyal, but I slip sometimes. Accidentally... One thing I need from all people is just simply for them to trust me. But when I disapoint them in any way I feel like a letdown. Its my fear to to become that. But Its hard to change once you're molded a certain way, to act how people expect you to act. And its not right. Its pressure.. but not purposely put on as pressure, but thats what it is. That striving to be wanted by other people. Looking and acting how THEY want you to be... not True 2 You
That's what needs to be Understood..
xoxo