Oct 16, 2004 20:27
♣FUCK!!!♣
fuk this shit...life just takes u and makes u happy then it fuks u over and makes u sad then it either decides to make u happy again just to fuk u over or life kiks u while your down so u cant fuking get up any more.....welcome to my life....wellive just done some thinking and this shti is fuking stupid why are we here life makes no sense all were here for is to reproduce then fuking die...a quote that i live by now FROM a GREAT man "Life Is The Time Given TO Achieve Death"....its the truth theres no point fuk this i wish i could just END it...that would make it all better and then i wouldnt have to deal with the pain thats been in side of me since march...its probally not gonna leave now but i can care less ive delt with it this long its bullshit happy sad happy sad what the fuk! make up your damn mind life controls u it fuking suks!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this is bullshit....pain seems like the only things that calms it..ive thought about it all..death runing away all that happy horse shit and nothing makes sense anymore now im questioning why are we alive why where whe put here? screw this life theres no point when does the end come when does all the pain and suffering stop...who knows god damnit...i know i cant wait!~!♣ its been such a dissapointment i used to see ppl so happy and i was like thats what i want and then i thought i fuking found it but.....NO life fuked me over and stole my happyness away and gave it to someone else i mean comeone theres no point to living...i wish there was a way a possiablity.....fuk IF NEONE thinks they know a way to help me or stop this bullshit the fuking numbers 732 604 6446 <-- cell i might answer if i want to well w/e this bullshit fuking suks and is pissing me off...i want OUT!!!!!!!!
<3 always dan the man beagan
"until the day i die ill spill my heart for HER" and HER only
ps.theres only a few fuking ppl that know how to calm me so if u know them tell them to fuking call Pe@cE!!fuk it lifes bullshit