Mar 29, 2004 01:21
dear diary, hahahaahahah.
i wish i wasnt all talk and no action, gah i suck so incredible much. except not. im pretty comftable with myself for a change. im just really lonely. ive been opening up and bonding with more people this past week and it feels amazing. i dont even care about sex reallly, i just want to have an emotional connection with some one. i feel gjmeplgnejkgbjkrbndkbjdsnsdknbjsk, 21 and never. never. i just, i dont feel very much, back at numbness i think. swan lee was amazing. i. fracments. so many thoughts. cant. ive gained more weight. its sick how much i care about that. i miss. got a cold. up in space, heads there. getting drunk on friday and sleeping over at ngyuens place, her and louise is gonna cut my hair friday. maybe. i need that. mullet. im not drunk just tired. damn daylight saving time robbing an hour from us. shattered dreams.