dont cry out loud
i just had the greatest feeling ever, well almost. its so great when you can listen to a song that you never really cared for and all of a sudden it just hits you. when it just goes straight in and you get it or it gets you, whatever you prefer. music is getting more and more important to me, probably because i cant express myself very well through writing.
im in such a weird mood, im on the verge of tears but im extremely happy at the same time. i want to scream but i want to sit still and be quiet. i feel like dancing and yet i want to sleep. explain it to me.
im sorry for be a raving lunatic and not talking a lot to some people, just sometimes things hit a little too close to home and im dumbstruck by it.
fun conversation with my sister a few minuts ago. i had to drive her to the station and we had to take the station car because our parents are using the other car. anyway, im driving and i really HATE driving the station car because its so heavy and hard to give just enough gas. im complaining about it and she goes: well we both probably will be driving a station car when we get a family... umh, wrong helene, i wont be using a station car because im not going to have kids. i really wanted to say no i wont, gay people dont get kids. but alas another chance wasted.
my hands are so fucking cold.
im in such a weird mood, im on the verge of tears but im extremely happy at the same time. i want to scream but i want to sit still and be quiet. i feel like dancing and yet i want to sleep. explain it to me.
im sorry for be a raving lunatic and not talking a lot to some people, just sometimes things hit a little too close to home and im dumbstruck by it.
fun conversation with my sister a few minuts ago. i had to drive her to the station and we had to take the station car because our parents are using the other car. anyway, im driving and i really HATE driving the station car because its so heavy and hard to give just enough gas. im complaining about it and she goes: well we both probably will be driving a station car when we get a family... umh, wrong helene, i wont be using a station car because im not going to have kids. i really wanted to say no i wont, gay people dont get kids. but alas another chance wasted.
my hands are so fucking cold.