was it always this cold here?

[purin_purin]

*Sungmin woke up the next morning more tired than ever before. the sun blinded him and kept him from sleeping. he finally gave up, and with a heavy sighs sungmin sat up in bed. he looks around at all the emptiness in the room, remembering the events of the night before. all of a sudden Sungmin pulled his knees up to his chest and cried into the sheets. Sungmin missed him so much, but it was all said and done now. Mitsuo will never be his again. *

.::time pass::.

*noon now, and Sungmin hadn't left his bed. Boot came to him a few times but Sungmin ignored him because it reminded him too much of Mitsuo, he couldn't take it. he needed someone's presence though. he needed someone to talk or he would go crazy just staring at the white walls. So, he grabbed his phone from the night stand and tried to text a few of his friends. he really did hope they weren't too Busy*

i'm so lonely...will anyone join me? TT____TT