A shattered memory that you would stay, through thick and thin with me.
well well well, i'm in Lawrenceville, New Jersey. we're staying at Tom, the drummer, house. seems like all these guys in bands have immaculate houses with incredible families. all story book like. it's very cool to see, just very different for me. ahh well.
the show in Richmond, VA last night was pretty cool. ATL did a really good job. they're so tight together, and their sound is always right on. annnd, their stage show is awesome. i love watching them. i wasnt feeling the best before they went on, but once they went on i felt better. ohhh, the first band that went on, fucking incredible. they're called Zero Hour, the kids are 12, 14, and 16. the 12 year old is a girl who plays bass and she's better at bass then i am. not that that says a whole lot, but without a doubt these kids will go somewhere. the 16 year old is the lead singer/lead guitarist and they're brother and sister. i taped 2 of their songs, i was overly impressed. you have to see this tape. i sold 2 infraction shirts. not bad at all, there was like 30 people there, so in mine and matts mind, we did good. met a cool chick, think she was a lesbian, but regardess, very cool. awesome dreads, helped me sell the shirts.....rock rock rock.
after the show i drove us back here. took about 5 hours to get here, but it was good. talked to Joey and Tom the whole way back. had my grand conversations with Marissa, who always manages to keep me awake. thanks for making sure that i didnt drive off the road and kill us all, you're the bestest marissa. katie called, made sure she got home from the art bar okay. dont need anyone else possibly getting into accidents, but she was a little intoxicated so i think she was worse off then i was. haha.
now i'm hanging out in toms basement updating my journal, listening to music and for some reason feeling sick to my stomach. being on the road gets me all anxiety ridden. it's not fun, but at the same time it's not hard to get rid of cause you have so much to do, you know? ohhh man, this song makes me sad. "giving up" by Silverstein. i'll post the lyrics at the bottom. i heard that song at the wrong time.
alright, thats all for now. i think we're going to NYC on sunday. they want to go cause i've never been there, so hopefully we can go. it's only an hour from here. i want to go so bad. wow, all this emotion is just sitting in me, i need it out.....
Silverstein - "giving up"
"used to make the light shine for you. The sun has left my sky. Velvet walls surround my sorrows. I've sacrificed my pride. You're giving up on me. I've laid myself to sleep tonight. I know you've played out everything in your mind. And now you throw it all away. A shattered memory that you would stay, through thick and thin with me. You're giving up on me. And when you feel the pain, I'm wishing I could stay. How can I say I love you back, you never made me happy. You've laid yourself to sleep, I never said this wouldn't hurt. You gave up everything; I never said I'd give it back. I know you'll never change; I won't be good enough for you. I know, you'll make it through, I'll never be around to see."
the show in Richmond, VA last night was pretty cool. ATL did a really good job. they're so tight together, and their sound is always right on. annnd, their stage show is awesome. i love watching them. i wasnt feeling the best before they went on, but once they went on i felt better. ohhh, the first band that went on, fucking incredible. they're called Zero Hour, the kids are 12, 14, and 16. the 12 year old is a girl who plays bass and she's better at bass then i am. not that that says a whole lot, but without a doubt these kids will go somewhere. the 16 year old is the lead singer/lead guitarist and they're brother and sister. i taped 2 of their songs, i was overly impressed. you have to see this tape. i sold 2 infraction shirts. not bad at all, there was like 30 people there, so in mine and matts mind, we did good. met a cool chick, think she was a lesbian, but regardess, very cool. awesome dreads, helped me sell the shirts.....rock rock rock.
after the show i drove us back here. took about 5 hours to get here, but it was good. talked to Joey and Tom the whole way back. had my grand conversations with Marissa, who always manages to keep me awake. thanks for making sure that i didnt drive off the road and kill us all, you're the bestest marissa. katie called, made sure she got home from the art bar okay. dont need anyone else possibly getting into accidents, but she was a little intoxicated so i think she was worse off then i was. haha.
now i'm hanging out in toms basement updating my journal, listening to music and for some reason feeling sick to my stomach. being on the road gets me all anxiety ridden. it's not fun, but at the same time it's not hard to get rid of cause you have so much to do, you know? ohhh man, this song makes me sad. "giving up" by Silverstein. i'll post the lyrics at the bottom. i heard that song at the wrong time.
alright, thats all for now. i think we're going to NYC on sunday. they want to go cause i've never been there, so hopefully we can go. it's only an hour from here. i want to go so bad. wow, all this emotion is just sitting in me, i need it out.....
Silverstein - "giving up"
"used to make the light shine for you. The sun has left my sky. Velvet walls surround my sorrows. I've sacrificed my pride. You're giving up on me. I've laid myself to sleep tonight. I know you've played out everything in your mind. And now you throw it all away. A shattered memory that you would stay, through thick and thin with me. You're giving up on me. And when you feel the pain, I'm wishing I could stay. How can I say I love you back, you never made me happy. You've laid yourself to sleep, I never said this wouldn't hurt. You gave up everything; I never said I'd give it back. I know you'll never change; I won't be good enough for you. I know, you'll make it through, I'll never be around to see."