wa-da-ta
i'm so tired that i cant even think straight. this weekend just wore me down beyond anything, but like always it was great having friends around. when i first got here to Jacksonville i never would have guessed that things would be like they are now. how amazing they truly are. i have one of the coolest groups of friends alive. they know how to make me smile, they know when it's time to be serious, and we can just be ourselves and things are amazing. meeting marissa and alexxx and morgan has probably been one of the best things to happen to me. they're geniunely great people and the best friends that i could ask for. dont get me wrong, my friends from IL have made me into the person i am today, and they know who they are, all i'm saying is that i feel at home here with these people.....like i'm doing good with what i've been handed and i can only go farther. i'm just thankful for all my friends that make me so fucking happy to be alive, to be who i am and to be able to call them my friends. i'm happy, and i dont know if i could be any happier at this point. i live in FL, i'm a janitor at a high school where all i do is watch tv and clean floors and desks, i have amazing friends, i live 20 minutes from the beach, i have an internship if thats what you want to call it with Orangepeal Records...i couldnt ask for things to fall into place anymore than they already have. thank you to all my friends for being there for me, for pulling me through things that i thought i would never get through and making my life better than i imagined. i'm really tired, i think thats why i just went off about all my friends, and like i said earlier this weekend was a blast. going to the beach, going to the fountain downtown, listening to Dane Cook.....christ that guy cracks me up, and getting to hear the new Reggie and The Full Effect which is officially the most amazing cd of the year, hands down.....fucking unbelievable....buy it, steal it do whatever you have to do to get it.....it's worth anything.....alright, i'm rambling...we're at Morgans friends house and her friend is letting me use the comp so i took advantage of it......thanks again to everyone for how much you've helped me.....aaron, will, evan, becky, marissa, morgan, alexxx, mike, melissa, candace, butch, chris, jedi(yes jordan, thats you....even though we've never officially met i still consider you a great friend. soon we will meet, one day my friend, one day....=)you all mean the world to me and without you guys in my life who knows where i'd be......thank you all so much.....later