turn of events

[hifilullaby]

so my weekend was really sad. my aunt died. well shes my great aunt but we consider them aunts because we 're so close to them. it s so sad. we found out saturday afternoon. what makes matters worse is we just buried her sister last tuesday. they died within a month of each other. i totally did not see this coming.on saturday, all i wanted to do was stay home and be around my mom. like i was afraid to be away from her as though something would happen to her.

its so strange how death affects a family. its like a wave that sweeps over everyone and forever changing the landscape of a family. life is definetely beyond comprehension.

its times like this when im so grateful for what i have and those that are in my life. thats all. i think i need sleep