To find some beautiful place to get lost

Jul 19, 2007 09:12

so im at work and im totally out of it. i had an eventful last night that has made me feel incredibly worried. i felt like this once last summer. i was so beside myself that i couldnt even enjoy a dodger game and i love the dodgers.

i guess things happen where the bad blood needs to leak out and cleanse everything. but when this happens i feel so insecure and worried.

work feels so unbearable right now. maybe i burn bridges. maybe im not meant for this. i really want to be. its what makes me happy.

i guess you never know how close you are until you feel like you are going to lose that something.

get better
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