A little bit of random then a note to Lia...Kate,too

Jul 19, 2004 23:40

...So I've got quite the few people not too happy with me....some of which I don't know...I offended Arlena's friend the diabetic by not changing my display pic and saying that blood tastes good. This was my DP:



I don't see the problem...this one also offended them:



Jesus they even continued to tell me vampires and witchcraft are bullshit and that I don't have fangs so now I'm in a deal where I'm going to bite Arlena next time I see her to proove how sharp my teeth are.

Lia is not my friend because she can't accept the fact that I'll be dressing differently...but she turned that into a story about how I treat my friends, especially Saining, badly....but honestly tell me why is it that everytime we fight...she tries to bring up Saining...honestly...I even asked Saining and she said said I treated her nicely and I'm a good friend...but her and Kate really pissed me off...well first I was angry...then I was sad and ended up crying about it...which only made me feel worse...I mean I don't brag about cutting, I treat my friends well,I treat my family well...my mother is just a bitch...she always will be extremely difficult to get along with...And I know lots of people who have talked to me and not thought that I need help. I guess this was just a moment of truth to show me who my real friends were...it's not like I'm turning into little miss uber slut and sleeping with everyone...and how did me being more girly flip to the subject of me treating people like shit...and I wasn't faking problems because I thought it was cool...I'm a better person than that...and I hate to quote Avril in this but to Lia and Kate "Thanks for acting like you cared"...I can't believe I fell for it...you can't have liked me for who I am...that would be impossible...because then wearing a mini skirt instead of baggy dickies wouldnt matter...the way you've been talking it sounds like you never liked me anyway so maybe this is for the better...but you didn't have to drag me down so low and make me feel worse than I already did...that wasn't fair...and it wasn't fair to bring Saining into it either and I leave you with an NFG quote...well..it suits Lia

"What will you do when there's no one to fall back on
I won't be there
I've learned my lesson
What will you do when there's no friends to fall back on
Because they've all been stepped on"

Oh and P.S to Lia...I never said you guys would get in the way of anything....I didn't want this to be a big deal...but it looks like I'm lucky 'cause I managed to loose some really fake friendships
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