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[hidyho]

yea no one gets on here anymore but i have to vent.... its like ive lost my best friend and it sounds so dumb cause youre probably not even mad at me you just like him more i guess... but i dont know why cause not to long ago you told me that he would never replace me.. well i guess you were wrong. maybe im just jealous but we used to hang out everyday but now whenever i try to call you youre never there. probably cause your with him.. i wish i wouldve never started that. if i regret one thing out of my entire life the most its doing that.. why did i do that.. youre probably wondering what that is but im gonna say it you should just fifure it out...but i wanted to cry last night when i noticed something on your myspace.. it just hurts cause i thought this was gonna happen but then you told me it wouldnt and now it has
the only thing that is making me happy in life right now is cheerleading.. its sad to say but its true..
okay well if you do read this happy birthady and i love you!