if my day was a condoment...
it would be sweet and sour.
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my brother called this morning, called to tell me that Dropkick murphys were on the soundtrack to MLB2k6 which he just purchased for his Xbox, Forgot he had one..
so that was cool, cought up with him asked how tia was doing, i guess shes got a bump now! soo excited!
as i was watching my soap today, the power went out, then back on again, but enough for me to miss 5 mins of my soap. got ready for work, and headed into work. HUNGRY! soo hungry, i left the memo about the sealer fire and lightbulb explosions on friday in my jacket pocket. i called Ann from the Cellstack room and informed her that it would be in her mailbox tomorrow morning.
work.. was ok. threw out a LOT of parts one one machiene because there "experementing" with stuff on teh machiene and it created black specks all over the parts to the point they were almost GRAY in appearence. one single black speck on one of the parts was about the size of my pinky nail! ONE speck, BIG! really!
got my Girl scout cookies from Linda, as if i didnt need more reminder that i need to get into shape, my two boxes of caramel delites, thin mints, and peanut butter cremes will certainly remind me! so needless to say, starving after an 8 horu day at work, i made short work of 1/3 of a box of caramel cookies. it took all my will power not to devour the whole box.
checked my voicemail on the road and got a message from Shannon that confirmed my worst fears; shes pissed at me.
as much as i would like to vent about what happened and the circumstances thereof, i feel its best not to in public forum. its something thats gonna have to be taken care of in person.
so in a funk about possibly losing one of my best friends, i drove home solemly listening to my Ipod, and thought..
after finally making it home, i hid my girlscout cookies for now, thought some more, and decided to check my Email, as i figured Shannon sent me a bitter email.
..as i expected.
should i be to blame for what happened? yes. for bieng the messenger.
however.. expecting an ex to remain friends with you after a 4 year relationship (any friendship for that matter) is farfetched.
this situation all to familiar. as i promised to the Harveys, i stayed friends with Carol and Laura, untill they just stopped calling me or acknowledging my existance. i can still talk to Nate, christine, and Maggie.. they are in PA though. so i dont even get to see them. but all in all... its impossible to keep on good terms with the Ex. especially when words/nasty emails are involved... i should know.
so i figure ill give Shan another chance, and take her out for a night sometime to hopefully patch things up. its a bumpy road, and i knew it was going to happen, i just hope things come though okay. shannon is at where i was 14 months ago. its almost like i am seeing everything i did. its funny how this happens. i never know how someone feels about some action i did, untill it comes back to me. Karma. its out there. 6 fold. i shit you not.
now i just hope that the right choice is made and a friendship can be retained.
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my brother called this morning, called to tell me that Dropkick murphys were on the soundtrack to MLB2k6 which he just purchased for his Xbox, Forgot he had one..
so that was cool, cought up with him asked how tia was doing, i guess shes got a bump now! soo excited!
as i was watching my soap today, the power went out, then back on again, but enough for me to miss 5 mins of my soap. got ready for work, and headed into work. HUNGRY! soo hungry, i left the memo about the sealer fire and lightbulb explosions on friday in my jacket pocket. i called Ann from the Cellstack room and informed her that it would be in her mailbox tomorrow morning.
work.. was ok. threw out a LOT of parts one one machiene because there "experementing" with stuff on teh machiene and it created black specks all over the parts to the point they were almost GRAY in appearence. one single black speck on one of the parts was about the size of my pinky nail! ONE speck, BIG! really!
got my Girl scout cookies from Linda, as if i didnt need more reminder that i need to get into shape, my two boxes of caramel delites, thin mints, and peanut butter cremes will certainly remind me! so needless to say, starving after an 8 horu day at work, i made short work of 1/3 of a box of caramel cookies. it took all my will power not to devour the whole box.
checked my voicemail on the road and got a message from Shannon that confirmed my worst fears; shes pissed at me.
as much as i would like to vent about what happened and the circumstances thereof, i feel its best not to in public forum. its something thats gonna have to be taken care of in person.
so in a funk about possibly losing one of my best friends, i drove home solemly listening to my Ipod, and thought..
after finally making it home, i hid my girlscout cookies for now, thought some more, and decided to check my Email, as i figured Shannon sent me a bitter email.
..as i expected.
should i be to blame for what happened? yes. for bieng the messenger.
however.. expecting an ex to remain friends with you after a 4 year relationship (any friendship for that matter) is farfetched.
this situation all to familiar. as i promised to the Harveys, i stayed friends with Carol and Laura, untill they just stopped calling me or acknowledging my existance. i can still talk to Nate, christine, and Maggie.. they are in PA though. so i dont even get to see them. but all in all... its impossible to keep on good terms with the Ex. especially when words/nasty emails are involved... i should know.
so i figure ill give Shan another chance, and take her out for a night sometime to hopefully patch things up. its a bumpy road, and i knew it was going to happen, i just hope things come though okay. shannon is at where i was 14 months ago. its almost like i am seeing everything i did. its funny how this happens. i never know how someone feels about some action i did, untill it comes back to me. Karma. its out there. 6 fold. i shit you not.
now i just hope that the right choice is made and a friendship can be retained.