updates on my worlds
Hey all-
A little news on my front.
John and I are still separated. Nothing changed on that part. We are still living together, and am not sure when or if that will change any time soon. It's so much more convenient for us to have it this way, especially with Robert's need for us to be here for him.
My hours in work are variable, and John's working the weekend shifts seem to make it so that we are hardly away from the boys for too long. John is search for another job, a full time one, and we are going to look into getting Social security for Robert. I can not take more hours on at work, much more, as Robert is now starting school again, and his appointments have not yet slowed down. In fact, because of his nightly nightmares his Pediatrician would like for him to have one on one therapy to discuss his dreams and whatnot. Robert is still talking about death, not as often as he was, but it's still there...
He is still self harming, not at often, but he still is. He's bitten his Xavier twice just today. When I talk to him about it, he acts as though he doesn't even realize he's done it. He gets all spacey and starts apologizing, but then he denies it. Ugh, whatever I guess.
Sorry if this is hard to read, I have been in a lot of pain for the past few days, and am being evaluated tomorrow morning by my Dr. I think it's my fibromyalgia, or anxiety from Robert starting school again. I haven't been sleeping as well, and the pain from my chest won't go away.
I am watching the movie Stranger than Fiction, it's a very good movie, I think. :)
Robert LOVES his new school. Although He's restarted his urinating problem and has already had to be restrained at school, he loves taking his lunch to school, and playing with kids who are just like him. Robert has never really had this opportunity.
:)
And in Xavier news-- He is repeating everything we are saying, with him saying Thank you after he gets what he wants... and he tries to tickle himself, when I say tickle tickle tickle :) he's such a doll.... and he's WALKING! YAY!! I didn't know when it would happen but it did! :) He will be 17 months old on the 21st of this month. :)
-i will be posting some picture later this month if he is a yoplait yo-baby yogurt finalist... --- so you better vote for him if he is! :P
love ya alls-
Heidi
A little news on my front.
John and I are still separated. Nothing changed on that part. We are still living together, and am not sure when or if that will change any time soon. It's so much more convenient for us to have it this way, especially with Robert's need for us to be here for him.
My hours in work are variable, and John's working the weekend shifts seem to make it so that we are hardly away from the boys for too long. John is search for another job, a full time one, and we are going to look into getting Social security for Robert. I can not take more hours on at work, much more, as Robert is now starting school again, and his appointments have not yet slowed down. In fact, because of his nightly nightmares his Pediatrician would like for him to have one on one therapy to discuss his dreams and whatnot. Robert is still talking about death, not as often as he was, but it's still there...
He is still self harming, not at often, but he still is. He's bitten his Xavier twice just today. When I talk to him about it, he acts as though he doesn't even realize he's done it. He gets all spacey and starts apologizing, but then he denies it. Ugh, whatever I guess.
Sorry if this is hard to read, I have been in a lot of pain for the past few days, and am being evaluated tomorrow morning by my Dr. I think it's my fibromyalgia, or anxiety from Robert starting school again. I haven't been sleeping as well, and the pain from my chest won't go away.
I am watching the movie Stranger than Fiction, it's a very good movie, I think. :)
Robert LOVES his new school. Although He's restarted his urinating problem and has already had to be restrained at school, he loves taking his lunch to school, and playing with kids who are just like him. Robert has never really had this opportunity.
:)
And in Xavier news-- He is repeating everything we are saying, with him saying Thank you after he gets what he wants... and he tries to tickle himself, when I say tickle tickle tickle :) he's such a doll.... and he's WALKING! YAY!! I didn't know when it would happen but it did! :) He will be 17 months old on the 21st of this month. :)
-i will be posting some picture later this month if he is a yoplait yo-baby yogurt finalist... --- so you better vote for him if he is! :P
love ya alls-
Heidi