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So ever since i got home i've felt pretty shitty...i feel like crying but i dunno I dont really let myself cry much anymore, usually only let myself before i go to bed if i let myself at all.
I feel pretty shitty about somethings i have been doing lately becuz it upsets come ppl. but I am stopping soon. But I also dont knowo if they really care or if they are just trying to bring up an argument or w/e, but i dont like feeling the way i do right now. It seems that some ppl. only choose to talk to me or care when they have something to comment on about how i am living my life or w/e. I also think that a few ppl. wont care when i graduate, i plan on seeing my friends alot when i graduate abut there are somet hat i have lost touch with and dont really know if they even care. It may be that I give off that I dont care but honestly...it kills me inside. that is one thing i have cried about lately, the fact that I am going to miss my friends so much. Some of them dont even know that I will miss them. But to all of you who feel the same way I will come visit you and u can come visit me whenever you want!
I feel pretty shitty about somethings i have been doing lately becuz it upsets come ppl. but I am stopping soon. But I also dont knowo if they really care or if they are just trying to bring up an argument or w/e, but i dont like feeling the way i do right now. It seems that some ppl. only choose to talk to me or care when they have something to comment on about how i am living my life or w/e. I also think that a few ppl. wont care when i graduate, i plan on seeing my friends alot when i graduate abut there are somet hat i have lost touch with and dont really know if they even care. It may be that I give off that I dont care but honestly...it kills me inside. that is one thing i have cried about lately, the fact that I am going to miss my friends so much. Some of them dont even know that I will miss them. But to all of you who feel the same way I will come visit you and u can come visit me whenever you want!