May 01, 2006 15:52
Lol. A/w, im not in the best of moods right now. There is a slight possiblity im going to lose my job. =/ A job that i dont even want! My tummy hurts right now and a certain some1 who shall remain nameless really pissed me the fuck off last night! And its still bothering me! oh and 2day I had to drop $150 of my precious money on something that I reall shouldnt of had to. I kno this is all vauge but im jus so blah right now,I hate feeling so anxious, it makes me wanna eat a lot. and i dont kno what it is that could possibly make me feel better. Oh yea, i kno, whenever i get into bad moods like this, i jus wish i was in a relationship, so i had some1 there to understand and give a crap about how i feel and help me to feel better. I havnt been in one in like a year and 5 months. I cant help but wonder...is there something worng with me!?
I had such a great bday weekend and now the magic is over and all i wanna do is go far away from here. I wanna go to Orlando, have my own apartment, go to school full time, have lots of money and a job thats new and different for me that I actually dont mind going to. I want to be around people i dont kno and dont kno me.
Song of the day:
Baby, what do you say we just get lost?
Leave this one horse townlike two rebels without a cause.
I got people in Boston.
Ain't your daddy still in Des Moines?
We can pack up tomorrow.
Tonight, let's flip a coin
Heads, Carolina Tails, California.
Somewhere greener, somewhere warmer.
Up in the mountains, down by the ocean.
Where? It don't matter, as long as we're goin'
Somewhere together. I've got a quarter.
Heads, Carolina Tails, California.
We can load what we own in the back of a U-haul van.
Couple modern day Moses', searchin for the promised land.
We can go four hundred miles before we stop for gas.
We can drive for a day, and then we'll take a look at the map.
Heads, Carolina Tails, California.
Somewhere greener, somewhere warmer.
Up in the mountains, down by the ocean.
Where? It don't matter, as long as we're goin'
Somewhere together. I've got a quarter.
Heads, Carolina Tails, California.
We're gonna get outta here if we gotta ride a Greyhound bus.
Boy, we're bound to outrun the bad luck that's tailin' us
Heads, Carolina Tails, California.
Somewhere greener, somewhere warmer.
Up in the mountains, down by the ocean.
Where? It don't matter, as long as we're goin'
Somewhere together. I've got a quarter.
Heads, Carolina Tails, California.
O---oh, California! Carolina! California!