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I had an overall great break. I played gears of war and hung out with my brother for most of the time. I got to hang out with Nick and Sam over Xbox live. The funny thing is, xbox live has really kept me and Sam's friendship up. Which is an overall funny and good thing. It was nice to be with family and people who love. Its something I hadn't been around in while. A completely different atmosphere than what I'm used to at the college life. So it was good to be in that once again. Not only that its also good to find out someone cares about you.
On my first day back, me and Kirsten went out on a date. And from there a lot has happened between us. We've begun talking more, and started talking on the phone. Its been great. She is awesome! I'm happy. Then I went to her house on Saturday. Her parents don't want her dating, so they didn't know that we had gotten together, they treated me nice but I think they knew something was up. Oh well, we'll see how it goes in the long run. Silly strict asain parents. Anywho, we sat on the couch together and watched Million Dollar Baby. Good movie. Then we went and hung out with her brother. I had a lot of fun with her.
For some reason, my sense and my emotions seem to be out of touch with each other. I look around and I see everything is going good. Yet, I somehow feel, worried and unsure of the future. I think I've been able to pin point what is causing this. Having the experiences I've had and been through, religion has always been important to me. And as luck would have it Kirsten is a non Christian. As this puts me in a position I don't really want to be in. She is a great girl, it seems I've already begun the talks about how it is important to me. I feel like God has been preparing me for this. As I've always liked her but alas, after my breakup with Lauren, I became scared of dating a Non-Christian again. I associated it with pain and suffering. Then Martha broke up with me, but I didn't feel as in tune with that relationship to be honest. So I've gone to Kirsten, and I some how feel like before I wasn't ready for it but now I am. Its a good thing. She was asking about my freshman and sophomore year and I ultimately talked more about missions trips, San Francisco outreach my youth pastor more than I did about the actual school years. I ask for prayers for us thats all.
I've started to grow a little bit more spiritually as I've come to realizations of what I see has a kind of plan in my life as I piece the events that happen slowly together. Its been good, and I'm feeling confident that what I'm doing is right. I have an over all satisfied feeling.
School has been going great. I have two finals. So w00t w00t. That will be easy. I'm signing up for classes on the 30th, so that is very very lame. We'll see how it goes. I get out on the 15th. I can't wait for break. Since Kirsten has such a short break, I'm gonna go up and visit her at UOP. It will super fun. Thats my life.
On my first day back, me and Kirsten went out on a date. And from there a lot has happened between us. We've begun talking more, and started talking on the phone. Its been great. She is awesome! I'm happy. Then I went to her house on Saturday. Her parents don't want her dating, so they didn't know that we had gotten together, they treated me nice but I think they knew something was up. Oh well, we'll see how it goes in the long run. Silly strict asain parents. Anywho, we sat on the couch together and watched Million Dollar Baby. Good movie. Then we went and hung out with her brother. I had a lot of fun with her.
For some reason, my sense and my emotions seem to be out of touch with each other. I look around and I see everything is going good. Yet, I somehow feel, worried and unsure of the future. I think I've been able to pin point what is causing this. Having the experiences I've had and been through, religion has always been important to me. And as luck would have it Kirsten is a non Christian. As this puts me in a position I don't really want to be in. She is a great girl, it seems I've already begun the talks about how it is important to me. I feel like God has been preparing me for this. As I've always liked her but alas, after my breakup with Lauren, I became scared of dating a Non-Christian again. I associated it with pain and suffering. Then Martha broke up with me, but I didn't feel as in tune with that relationship to be honest. So I've gone to Kirsten, and I some how feel like before I wasn't ready for it but now I am. Its a good thing. She was asking about my freshman and sophomore year and I ultimately talked more about missions trips, San Francisco outreach my youth pastor more than I did about the actual school years. I ask for prayers for us thats all.
I've started to grow a little bit more spiritually as I've come to realizations of what I see has a kind of plan in my life as I piece the events that happen slowly together. Its been good, and I'm feeling confident that what I'm doing is right. I have an over all satisfied feeling.
School has been going great. I have two finals. So w00t w00t. That will be easy. I'm signing up for classes on the 30th, so that is very very lame. We'll see how it goes. I get out on the 15th. I can't wait for break. Since Kirsten has such a short break, I'm gonna go up and visit her at UOP. It will super fun. Thats my life.