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Fic: Can't Stop Dropping Things

Mar 25, 2009 22:44

Can't Stop Dropping Things
Brendon/Jon/Spencer (implied Panic!gsf) | NC-17 | 9.5k

Warnings: Deathfic, unbetaed

For my very favorite stephanometra as a belated birthday gift. I love you, bb! ♥ Popcorn? :D? Title from "Simple Together" by Alanis Morissette

( Brendon can hear his cellphone ringing through the open windows of the patio, and he knows he should answer it. )

Comments 63

stephanometra March 26 2009, 03:17:56 UTC

POPCORN!

ILU BEST AND MOST FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER.

hidingoutside March 29 2009, 22:32:11 UTC

NO U.

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anoneknewmoose March 26 2009, 03:21:14 UTC

\o/

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hidingoutside March 29 2009, 22:32:22 UTC

:DDD

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penceyprepster March 26 2009, 04:46:59 UTC

Oh man, this was all hurty and hot and sweet and achingly good. You did an awesome job with this. Nothing like three-way boylove to make me forget how sad I was at Jon checking out their blog to look at the pictures from the trail. sjllkjhgfdsjkhgf that about killed me jsyk!

Poor Ryro, did we vote him off the island? I feel some small measure of guilt at having had any part of that, but I'll get over it because this turned out so well.

They stand on the Smiths' back patio, and Brendon can't remember the last time he was this high, tingling every where. He thinks it was in Philadelphia, on Rock Band.
I am willing to bet that they did get extremely high that night. The venue was huge and so, so empty, it must have been a pretty depressing view from the stage.

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hidingoutside April 4 2009, 01:23:40 UTC

Thank you so much. ♥ I kept thinking of the picture of Ryan, when he was turned around and giving Jon his unimpressed look

I can't remember? This specifically was a take off of a commentfic I wrote a long time ago, though.

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onigaminanashi April 29 2009, 05:40:28 UTC

Sorry to like, randomly burst in on the conversation, but Googling has produced nothing about this. What happened at the Philly stop of the tour?

blindingsight March 26 2009, 05:50:08 UTC

Oh man, my heart is still aching.

This was so sad and still so beautiful. ♥

hidingoutside April 4 2009, 01:24:14 UTC

Thank you. ♥

justranda March 26 2009, 07:14:32 UTC

For as much as I make fun of Ryan, this is the most believable and painful fic I've read of his death, ever. I could so easily picture the accident and the grief that the guys were feeling and it killed me inside. My heart broke so badly for Spencer because I know that if something did ever happen to either one of them, the one left behind would be devastated. Probably beyond that, even.

Only it's worse because Spencer's the only one who saw the car. Brendon knows that Ryan probably didn't feel it, probably didn't know.
I can't imagine the pain, the burden that Spencer's carrying right there.

"I just wanted to... The pictures he posted, from the trail. I wanted to see them again," Jon says, and he leans against Brendon's leg. Brendon runs his hand through Jon's hair......"They want to know if the band's over," Jon says, soft against Brendon's jeans. "I can't--Why would you ask that."Broke my heart, that did. Because, as sad as it is to say or even think, I know there are too many fans that wouldn't even care, because they're too ( ... )

hidingoutside April 4 2009, 01:26:45 UTC

Ryan Ross is pretty much my favorite member of Panic, so I completely understand. ♥ It's terrible to imagine him or Spencer without the other.

♥ I'm glad you enjoyed. Thank you for the thoughtful feedback.