my conscience felt the paradox of law between the sheets
I'm looking to get rid of my Shapeshifter tarot deck. I am seriously just giving it away, no strings, just give an address and I'll send you all the cards and the book for them. It's not an easy starter deck, so be prepared. Here is a website with some more info and pictures.
In other news. My dad is worried about how often he thinks I am sleeping. I dare not point out that I'm only sleeping about a third as much as he thinks I am. Also, I hate that some artists on FA only post before and after AC. Mostly because I'd really kill to go to AC, but have as of yet not found a feasible way to do so and have resigned myself to saying "maybe next year". I don't know. My hair is still too short for ponytails. My nails are too short to be painted. I don't wear mascara in this weather. It just ends up bleeding and making me look like I've gotten 2 black eyes in a freak accident. Nothing I'm living right now or doing at the moment is at all important and I can feel it. It makes me antsy. I got my flight itinerary for Santa Fe. I fly down the 24th of August and fly back the 26th. I wish I could stay. I went to the craft store today and looked at watercolor paint and paper. Sadly, all I could afford was one or the other and since they are useless without eachother I purchased neither. The local family porn store is hiring, so are a couple of the movie theaters. I applied to both. I don't know. I don't think I could actually work at a porn store without constantly being an unsightly shade of red and too warm. You know? Either way, I'm here. Call me if something interesting is going down. Otherwise I'm in bed reading and hoping tomorrow brings something a little better.
-Edehn
In other news. My dad is worried about how often he thinks I am sleeping. I dare not point out that I'm only sleeping about a third as much as he thinks I am. Also, I hate that some artists on FA only post before and after AC. Mostly because I'd really kill to go to AC, but have as of yet not found a feasible way to do so and have resigned myself to saying "maybe next year". I don't know. My hair is still too short for ponytails. My nails are too short to be painted. I don't wear mascara in this weather. It just ends up bleeding and making me look like I've gotten 2 black eyes in a freak accident. Nothing I'm living right now or doing at the moment is at all important and I can feel it. It makes me antsy. I got my flight itinerary for Santa Fe. I fly down the 24th of August and fly back the 26th. I wish I could stay. I went to the craft store today and looked at watercolor paint and paper. Sadly, all I could afford was one or the other and since they are useless without eachother I purchased neither. The local family porn store is hiring, so are a couple of the movie theaters. I applied to both. I don't know. I don't think I could actually work at a porn store without constantly being an unsightly shade of red and too warm. You know? Either way, I'm here. Call me if something interesting is going down. Otherwise I'm in bed reading and hoping tomorrow brings something a little better.
-Edehn