Nov 19, 2007 01:01
thanksgiving totally rocks. i NEED this break. last monday was supposed to be my photo crit, but it didnt happen. it's supposed to be tomorrow. it's totally hilarious... i dont even remember what i printed last weekend. i stressed so much over that shit, and being able to let it go and turn it in is such a relief.
that classs is pretty much over for me. i'm over it, and it's almost over me. its weird, but i really want to skip the rest of the year, so i can have the feeling of a fresh start. i actually came up with a really good list of new years resolutions. and i'm totally confident that i can do all of them. now fuck, you know i'm crazy and it would totally be weird to start all of these goals in november.. so i have to wait. and i dont even want to write them down on here till between xmas and new years. whoa. i need help.
today was my grandma's birthday, and i totally sucked. i should have known that my gift would be weird by the time i gave it to her. she kept talking about this movie called "the red shoes" while she was in the hospital, so i wrote it down thinking that it would be such a cool and thoughtful gift come her birthday. and now she's forgotten completely about the movie and the fact that she told me about it. her face was like... "what the fuck?". i guess that anger helped me get pissed of at my mom for no real reason, and i snapped at her. she snapped back and so i left. i only spent about 3 minutes with my grandma on her birthday today. i kinnda feel like shit. but one of my new years resolutions is to spend more time with her, and be nicer to her.. and hopefully we can get closer and i wont feel bad later.
next semester is going to be consumed with sculpture. 3 classes in the studio, one class in ceramics, and one art history class. i've never taken more than 2 studio classes at a time, so we'll see.. wish me luck. i think i'll be alright.
why is it still so hot in november?