times are hard...
i am over this semester.
it has gone on way too long. photo sucks. that bitch gave me a C+ on my last assignment. well fuck her. it makes me want to quit.
i am thinking about going into therapy again. my mom and my friends dont care. so i'll pay someone to care.
grandma is not doing well. i think that she doesnt have the will to live. she's lying to the therapists and the nurses that are there to help her. i dont know what to do. mom talks only to me.. and i have oneone to talk to.
i want to want to spend time with my gradma, but she's so unpleasant that it makes me want to not be around her. at the same time, i know that her days/moths are limited and i should want to be around her.
ive been drinking a lot lately. and i dont want to. i want to be on it, and in control of everything... but the fact that i can NOT makes me want to get away.
it has gone on way too long. photo sucks. that bitch gave me a C+ on my last assignment. well fuck her. it makes me want to quit.
i am thinking about going into therapy again. my mom and my friends dont care. so i'll pay someone to care.
grandma is not doing well. i think that she doesnt have the will to live. she's lying to the therapists and the nurses that are there to help her. i dont know what to do. mom talks only to me.. and i have oneone to talk to.
i want to want to spend time with my gradma, but she's so unpleasant that it makes me want to not be around her. at the same time, i know that her days/moths are limited and i should want to be around her.
ive been drinking a lot lately. and i dont want to. i want to be on it, and in control of everything... but the fact that i can NOT makes me want to get away.