Girl Interrupted
I've felt odd lately.
Not just the kind of off feeling everyone gets once and while, but rather the most bizarre sensation; it's almost as if I've left my body, and an anxiety-ridden substitution is filling in.
It will just come out of nowhere: this sudden overpowering feeling that something isn't right in my head; it buzzes with too many thoughts (and not anything substantial), when all I can think of is to concentrate on not thinking at all.
I don't know if this makes sense, but this the best explanation to describe it. Great, I sound insane.
What's new?
What's more frustrating than the problem itself is that I can't pinpoint why it happens.
Usually when I am feeling less than normal (and more like an escapee), I can almost always provide an explantion.
Now, more and more, my daily question isn't to ask: what am I going to do today? But rather, how can I try to be normal?
What's normal? Aren't we all afflicted in some way or another?
I guess I just take it to an excess, like everything.
Not just the kind of off feeling everyone gets once and while, but rather the most bizarre sensation; it's almost as if I've left my body, and an anxiety-ridden substitution is filling in.
It will just come out of nowhere: this sudden overpowering feeling that something isn't right in my head; it buzzes with too many thoughts (and not anything substantial), when all I can think of is to concentrate on not thinking at all.
I don't know if this makes sense, but this the best explanation to describe it. Great, I sound insane.
What's new?
What's more frustrating than the problem itself is that I can't pinpoint why it happens.
Usually when I am feeling less than normal (and more like an escapee), I can almost always provide an explantion.
Now, more and more, my daily question isn't to ask: what am I going to do today? But rather, how can I try to be normal?
What's normal? Aren't we all afflicted in some way or another?
I guess I just take it to an excess, like everything.