black and white pictures of her on my wall i waited for her call she always kept me waiting.
im home today. mom picked me up and we went to the book store.. wow stephanie actually bought a book!i got define normal, speak, and sister hood of the travleing pants 2. yea i did this earlier but STUPID LIVE JOURNAL deleted it.... erg... yea i wrote a 3 1/2 pages front to back of what i was gonna put in here so yea.
August 9 2004 2 am.
.Friday night.
danielle came over and picked me up. we hung out for a while then went to cass's house, got her and mike. she dropped me and cass off at my grams. me and cass stayed up all night talking .
.Saturday.
me and cass walked to 7 eleven, got her some munchies, went back to the house and watched pokemon the movie... funn... lol. we left again , went to the lake took some pics, and talked to this guy. man was he annoying. started to rain so we took her camera to my grams ... hahah she ran all the way there holding her stomach like she was pregnant. went back in the rain walked in it for a while and saw justin . hung out with him, smoked a clove and went back to grams cause it was thundering and lightning.... scary stuff man. went inside changed, took about a 200 pics in almost 3-4 hours while waiting for danielle to get off work. she's gonna make some moving icons. lets just say ure gonna laugh ure ass off.
.Saturday night.
danielle got back we all talked for a while and then mike called saying cass had to be home. so we took her home. drove around and went to mikes work early. hahah we sat in mikes parking lot listing to sk8ter boi jamming out to it..(and i mean we were REALLY into it to) and mike comes out looking at us like were crazy. funny times. goto gas station, and walmart . pick mike up then he says we have to go to his house and change and also goto chads..im just sittin there like oh great.. danielle too . on the way up i was shaking and cause i was scared and pissed at the same time i started i scratched my arm so i wouldnt think about it .. worked for a while at least. got to chads. pickd him up and went to amco so mike can get cigs. oh god thats when it started.mike gets out and chad says" man i want a cig right about now." me-"when did you start smoking"(i wouldnt have known since we havent actaually "talked" in like 2 months or so.)him-"yea well i heard you smoked with cass at the warped tour" . danielle-"she better not have been".i gave him a dirty look and told him to shut up.me-" oh yea by the way, why did you tell cass that i said i made out with nikkole when you KNOW i didnt" .. danielle broke it up . him"dude everything you heard just freaking drop it cause im sick of allthis drama" me-" yea well now you know how i feel cause ive been depressed the whole summer because of it!"(awkward silence) it made me feel A LOT better to get that out for him to hear, cause ive been wanting to say it for a while.....anywho mike gets back in and we left to cass's. things were ok after that. we all hung out for a bit. then danielles like well ok i guess ill take you home now. heh chad's like " hey steph can you bend over and get my shoes for me" me-" no you can get them yourself im not your bitch" danielle laughed. while we were in the car me and him had a convo about getting permits.. hhahah he's turning 17 in october i think and he still doesnt have it ... hahhah. well got to grams' house and he got out of the car, im just sitting there thinking what is he doing , which someone had asked, and he said" im just giving her one last hug before i leave , cause i wont see her anymore" ..aww... so we hugged and i went in side. he said he'll call me but i doubt that will happen. ill miss him . and i know what everyones saying"you dont need him forget about him" well i cant i will miss him, especially talking tohim , cause if you actually noticed that was the noticed that was one of the onlythings that actually gave me a real smile.and i havent had one of those in a long time. heh i know cass is propably sitting at her computer thinkg" oh god she's talking about muh cousin again... eww and she kissed him too!.. yuck!" well bleh. lol . i still like him and propablly will.. so yea.
end...3:16
yea ... im doing really well today. no depression , no saddness, just bliss. imjust glad everything ended well and not badly like i thought it would.
oh yea if ya wanna see the pics.. i htink cass has them n her lj...so yea check that out...
later