"if you've done it with love then you tried the best you could"
saturday was fantastic. i found out who i am and why im here. some people go their entire lives without finding it and i found it at a early age. speaking of early ages im 21...weirddd.
drew is riding back to boone today and im supposed to ride with him. right now i have no idea what im doing this summer. All i want to do is work and save money. Maybe have a little fun but not too much. i still want to go to colorado next winter, i really hope that works out.
Jenn said i could still come stay with them in charlotte. Im so up for that. for at least a few weeks or so. im ready to experience new things and meet new people. Im also ready to become closer with the people i already know. One of those people is lidia. Im ready to have the friendship we never had. I realize now how much we really do have in common. i think she might be my best friend of the female kind. But i hardly ever get to spend time with her anymore and i really hate that. i miss my buddy:)
enough of gypsy talk though, lets talk about girls. I think im done trying to find one right now and im done with trying to have sex. Its time for me to see girls as friends and not potential relationship material. Im 21 and there is no reason for me to worry myself to death about a stupid vagina. For once i feel like i know what im doing.
Im here to help people. I used to think i need help with my life but i know im strong enough. You dont know how powerful love is.
drew is riding back to boone today and im supposed to ride with him. right now i have no idea what im doing this summer. All i want to do is work and save money. Maybe have a little fun but not too much. i still want to go to colorado next winter, i really hope that works out.
Jenn said i could still come stay with them in charlotte. Im so up for that. for at least a few weeks or so. im ready to experience new things and meet new people. Im also ready to become closer with the people i already know. One of those people is lidia. Im ready to have the friendship we never had. I realize now how much we really do have in common. i think she might be my best friend of the female kind. But i hardly ever get to spend time with her anymore and i really hate that. i miss my buddy:)
enough of gypsy talk though, lets talk about girls. I think im done trying to find one right now and im done with trying to have sex. Its time for me to see girls as friends and not potential relationship material. Im 21 and there is no reason for me to worry myself to death about a stupid vagina. For once i feel like i know what im doing.
Im here to help people. I used to think i need help with my life but i know im strong enough. You dont know how powerful love is.