the yahoo search didnt help...
Kevin left for Afganistan today. He's going to be deployed for 18 months...
I saw him last night at the pool hall for a little while, and then we said goodbye. we hugged, and i got in my car and he turned to go back inside. As soon as his back was turned i started crying.
Ive never had to say goodbye to someone who's going to be gone for 18 MONTHS before.
its hard. I just... damn i cried alot last night. he tells me not to worry, and that he will be back home... but hello..... im the definition of paranoia.
i cried more all the way to Dj's for playing cards, and i pouted all night. i just couldnt help it. finally i got home around 2am or 230 or something, i called him, and he told me to come over if i wanted another hug... and i did. so i went over there and we just stood outside and talked. he tried to calm me down by telling me what his jobs are while he is over there, and tried to convince me that he is safe no matter what... i mean it helped a little.... but im still so scared for him.
well thats all i really have to talk about. im sure ill be talking about it alot for about a year and a half.
holy shit. that is such a fucking long time.
well shit. i dont want to cry anymore.
peace out..
and please, everyone:
SUPPORT OUR TROOPS. pray for them to come home. i want to see my soldier boy again.
Love, K-Tuck
♥
i miss you already Kevin. Ill pray for you. ♥ ♥ ♥
I saw him last night at the pool hall for a little while, and then we said goodbye. we hugged, and i got in my car and he turned to go back inside. As soon as his back was turned i started crying.
Ive never had to say goodbye to someone who's going to be gone for 18 MONTHS before.
its hard. I just... damn i cried alot last night. he tells me not to worry, and that he will be back home... but hello..... im the definition of paranoia.
i cried more all the way to Dj's for playing cards, and i pouted all night. i just couldnt help it. finally i got home around 2am or 230 or something, i called him, and he told me to come over if i wanted another hug... and i did. so i went over there and we just stood outside and talked. he tried to calm me down by telling me what his jobs are while he is over there, and tried to convince me that he is safe no matter what... i mean it helped a little.... but im still so scared for him.
well thats all i really have to talk about. im sure ill be talking about it alot for about a year and a half.
holy shit. that is such a fucking long time.
well shit. i dont want to cry anymore.
peace out..
and please, everyone:
SUPPORT OUR TROOPS. pray for them to come home. i want to see my soldier boy again.
Love, K-Tuck
♥
i miss you already Kevin. Ill pray for you. ♥ ♥ ♥