Sep 30, 2005 01:33
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I didnt mean that entry. I am pretending. I cant talk to that person anymore. Im going to keep it that way.
I just had a fucking revalation...
I miss him. so much. I still love him. and I miss him in everyway possible.
a year we were together. I cant let that go. I just cant. my love is too strong still.
I dont fucking care what you people say. I dont. My head and my thoughts and my heart was clouded before... but damn. the fog has been lifted my friends. yes, yes it has.
i love him.
i want to be back with him.
i feel weired. kinda happy..... WOAH.
i love him so much.
i want it all back. i want it back and i want to make it perfect. i want to make it last.