I Know You Think That I Shouldn't Still Love You, I'll Tell You That - THE END
Title - I Know You Think That I Shouldn't Still Love You, I'll Tell You That
Author - hidexthexkey
Paring - Gabe Saporta / William Beckett
Rating - R
Summary - “Gabe!” Bill screamed as Mike stayed where he was, strangling the older man.
Disclaimer - The only thing that's mine is the idea, title and chapters belong to Dido. This is a sequel to You Said You Fell While Holding Diamonds In Your Hands, so I suggest reading that before starting this one. ZOE SAYS IT'S AS REAL AS HER PET ELETURTLE. SPARKY.
Author's Note - At the end.
Previous
One - But If I Didn't Say It, Well, I'd Still Have Felt It, Where's the Sense In That?
Two - I Promise I'm Not Trying To Make Your Life Harder, Or Return To Where We Were
Three - Well, I Will Go Down With This Ship, And I Won't Put My Hands Up And Surrender
Four - There Will Be No White Flag Above My Door
Five - I'm In Love And Always Will Be
Six - I Know I Left Too Much Mess And Destruction To Come Back Again
Seven - And I Caused Nothing But Trouble, I Understand If You Can't Talk To Me Again
Eight - And If You Live By The Rules Of 'It's Over' Then I'm Sure That That Makes Sense
Nine - When We Meet, Which I'm Sure We Will
Ten - All That Was There, Will Be There Still
Eleven - I'll Let It Pass And Hold My Tongue, And You Will Think That I've Moved On
Twelve - I Will Go Down With This Ship, And I Won't Put My Hands Up And Surrender
Thirteen - There Will Be No White Flag Above My Door, I'm In Love
“Gabe!” Bill screamed as Mike stayed where he was, strangling the older man. Shaking, Bill stood and ran over to the bed, trying to push Mike away. The heart monitor next to Gabe was starting to slow down. “You’re killing him!” Mike nodded, and didn’t move. Bill grabbed onto Mike’s arm and pulled as hard as he could, desperately attempting to get Mike off of Gabe. But it didn’t work, the other man resisted.
It was only when the heart monitor made a monotonic noise that Mike let go, his job was finished, Gabe had stopped breathing, and William knew who was more passionate about him now.
Seeing Mike approach him, Bill stood up and shoved Mike out of the way, while running towards Gabe’s bed. Upon reaching it he fumbled around for the button that a patient pushes when they need to see the nurse. Bill found it seconds later and pushed, he was greeted by a friendly voice, who simply asked him what he needed.
“He’s… he’s dead…” Bill sobbed. “No, Gabe, wake up! Wake up, please, don’t leave me, I can’t lose you again baby, I can’t…Gabe!” The woman must have gotten the message because seconds later the room was flooded with doctors and nurses.
“Get out of the way Mr. Beckett,” the doctor who had spoken to him earlier said, forcefully pushing Bill out of the way so she could check Gabe’s pulse.
“He’s not breathing,” she said. “Get the defibrillators.” They were in her hands in seconds. “Clear?” the doctor asked.
“Clear.” She placed the two paddles on Gabe’s chest, his body was jerked up. Bill let out a small scream, pushing Mike away as the older man stood up and tried to wrap his arms around him. The doctor went through the process three times before she called it, Gabe was dead. Bill felt something inside of him break, it could have been his heart, but it also could have been everything else.
“Mr. Beckett, I’m so sorry for your loss, if you know anything about what happened, we would greatly appreciate it. Gabe seemed as if he was doing fine.” The doctor didn’t make Bill feel better, nothing could, but he knew he would have to tell someone about what Mike did, about how Mike murdered Gabe. Bill nodded, hoping she would get the message that he wanted to tell her something.
“He did it,” Bill said, pointing to Mike, who hadn’t moved from his position against the wall since Bill had pushed him away, “He… he…came in…and he strangled him.”
The woman, Bill found it strange that he didn’t even know her name, nodded and asked Mike to come with her, the man didn’t protest, he just followed solemnly, like he knew what he did was wrong.
Bill moved over to Gabe’s bed again, the nurses were getting ready to put him into a body bag, but it was too soon. Bill needed time to be with Gabe before letting him go, he needed to hold him one more time.
“Can I have just five more minutes?” The nurses looked at him in shock, as if they didn’t understand why someone would want to spend time with a corpse, but they dealt with this shit every day, they didn’t know what it was like for those who only had it happen every few years, or once in their lives. “Please?” Bill added, hoping they would finally get the message. The nurses nodded and left, bringing the body bag with them, oddly this made Bill feel better, like he didn’t have to say good bye just yet.
It took Bill a good thirty seconds to walk over to Gabe’s body. Tears were pouring down his face, and he felt like he had produced enough water in the past two hours to put out a forest fire.
“Gabe,” he whispered, knowing the older man couldn’t hear him, due to his lack of life, but Bill needed to say this anyway. “I’m so fucking sorry, baby, I know you didn’t want me to be, but this is all my fault, I just let this happen. I could have fought harder, I could have pushed Mike off of you, but I didn’t. I didn’t want you gone, Gabe, I don’t want you dead, I don’t know how I’m gonna handle this without you. I love you, Gabe. I love you so fucking much; I hope you can forgive me… for letting you die…” Bill moved to kiss Gabe, one last time, to feel his lips pressed against his once more.
When Bill pulled away, he didn’t think he could bear to look at the body anymore. He stood up and started to walk out of the room, ready to get the nurses again, when a loud beeping noise and a barely audible whisper stopped him.
“William?”
A/N- IT'S THE END AND THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT.
Zoe's an idiot, incase you didn't notice...I mean I've bitched about her before ... like with Sing It Loud and shit and now with that fucking eleturtle.
So weird... She's looking at me all "WTF" rn..OKAY SO. Hopefully, you know that I have another story going on at the moment. So I hope you read that.
<3
hidexthexkey
EDIT: Since I totally forgot to do this, thank you to everyone who read this, and stuck with it, no matter how much you wanted to kill me, and how hard it is for me to make them happy.I LOVE YOU ALL.
and Gabe's not dead, for those of you who did not figure that out.
Author - hidexthexkey
Paring - Gabe Saporta / William Beckett
Rating - R
Summary - “Gabe!” Bill screamed as Mike stayed where he was, strangling the older man.
Disclaimer - The only thing that's mine is the idea, title and chapters belong to Dido. This is a sequel to You Said You Fell While Holding Diamonds In Your Hands, so I suggest reading that before starting this one. ZOE SAYS IT'S AS REAL AS HER PET ELETURTLE. SPARKY.
Author's Note - At the end.
Previous
One - But If I Didn't Say It, Well, I'd Still Have Felt It, Where's the Sense In That?
Two - I Promise I'm Not Trying To Make Your Life Harder, Or Return To Where We Were
Three - Well, I Will Go Down With This Ship, And I Won't Put My Hands Up And Surrender
Four - There Will Be No White Flag Above My Door
Five - I'm In Love And Always Will Be
Six - I Know I Left Too Much Mess And Destruction To Come Back Again
Seven - And I Caused Nothing But Trouble, I Understand If You Can't Talk To Me Again
Eight - And If You Live By The Rules Of 'It's Over' Then I'm Sure That That Makes Sense
Nine - When We Meet, Which I'm Sure We Will
Ten - All That Was There, Will Be There Still
Eleven - I'll Let It Pass And Hold My Tongue, And You Will Think That I've Moved On
Twelve - I Will Go Down With This Ship, And I Won't Put My Hands Up And Surrender
Thirteen - There Will Be No White Flag Above My Door, I'm In Love
“Gabe!” Bill screamed as Mike stayed where he was, strangling the older man. Shaking, Bill stood and ran over to the bed, trying to push Mike away. The heart monitor next to Gabe was starting to slow down. “You’re killing him!” Mike nodded, and didn’t move. Bill grabbed onto Mike’s arm and pulled as hard as he could, desperately attempting to get Mike off of Gabe. But it didn’t work, the other man resisted.
It was only when the heart monitor made a monotonic noise that Mike let go, his job was finished, Gabe had stopped breathing, and William knew who was more passionate about him now.
Seeing Mike approach him, Bill stood up and shoved Mike out of the way, while running towards Gabe’s bed. Upon reaching it he fumbled around for the button that a patient pushes when they need to see the nurse. Bill found it seconds later and pushed, he was greeted by a friendly voice, who simply asked him what he needed.
“He’s… he’s dead…” Bill sobbed. “No, Gabe, wake up! Wake up, please, don’t leave me, I can’t lose you again baby, I can’t…Gabe!” The woman must have gotten the message because seconds later the room was flooded with doctors and nurses.
“Get out of the way Mr. Beckett,” the doctor who had spoken to him earlier said, forcefully pushing Bill out of the way so she could check Gabe’s pulse.
“He’s not breathing,” she said. “Get the defibrillators.” They were in her hands in seconds. “Clear?” the doctor asked.
“Clear.” She placed the two paddles on Gabe’s chest, his body was jerked up. Bill let out a small scream, pushing Mike away as the older man stood up and tried to wrap his arms around him. The doctor went through the process three times before she called it, Gabe was dead. Bill felt something inside of him break, it could have been his heart, but it also could have been everything else.
“Mr. Beckett, I’m so sorry for your loss, if you know anything about what happened, we would greatly appreciate it. Gabe seemed as if he was doing fine.” The doctor didn’t make Bill feel better, nothing could, but he knew he would have to tell someone about what Mike did, about how Mike murdered Gabe. Bill nodded, hoping she would get the message that he wanted to tell her something.
“He did it,” Bill said, pointing to Mike, who hadn’t moved from his position against the wall since Bill had pushed him away, “He… he…came in…and he strangled him.”
The woman, Bill found it strange that he didn’t even know her name, nodded and asked Mike to come with her, the man didn’t protest, he just followed solemnly, like he knew what he did was wrong.
Bill moved over to Gabe’s bed again, the nurses were getting ready to put him into a body bag, but it was too soon. Bill needed time to be with Gabe before letting him go, he needed to hold him one more time.
“Can I have just five more minutes?” The nurses looked at him in shock, as if they didn’t understand why someone would want to spend time with a corpse, but they dealt with this shit every day, they didn’t know what it was like for those who only had it happen every few years, or once in their lives. “Please?” Bill added, hoping they would finally get the message. The nurses nodded and left, bringing the body bag with them, oddly this made Bill feel better, like he didn’t have to say good bye just yet.
It took Bill a good thirty seconds to walk over to Gabe’s body. Tears were pouring down his face, and he felt like he had produced enough water in the past two hours to put out a forest fire.
“Gabe,” he whispered, knowing the older man couldn’t hear him, due to his lack of life, but Bill needed to say this anyway. “I’m so fucking sorry, baby, I know you didn’t want me to be, but this is all my fault, I just let this happen. I could have fought harder, I could have pushed Mike off of you, but I didn’t. I didn’t want you gone, Gabe, I don’t want you dead, I don’t know how I’m gonna handle this without you. I love you, Gabe. I love you so fucking much; I hope you can forgive me… for letting you die…” Bill moved to kiss Gabe, one last time, to feel his lips pressed against his once more.
When Bill pulled away, he didn’t think he could bear to look at the body anymore. He stood up and started to walk out of the room, ready to get the nurses again, when a loud beeping noise and a barely audible whisper stopped him.
“William?”
A/N- IT'S THE END AND THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT.
Zoe's an idiot, incase you didn't notice...I mean I've bitched about her before ... like with Sing It Loud and shit and now with that fucking eleturtle.
So weird... She's looking at me all "WTF" rn..OKAY SO. Hopefully, you know that I have another story going on at the moment. So I hope you read that.
<3
hidexthexkey
EDIT: Since I totally forgot to do this, thank you to everyone who read this, and stuck with it, no matter how much you wanted to kill me, and how hard it is for me to make them happy.I LOVE YOU ALL.
and Gabe's not dead, for those of you who did not figure that out.