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Disappearing for a while seems like a good choice I think. Get away from you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you.
I think that my family thinks i've lost my mind. They all watched me in that are you going to lose it sort of way. I did kind of. Only in the silent Im not going to show it way. Well that is until I started screaming at my sister to give me my keys when i tried to leave. I hate it when people touch me uninvited. My uncle thought it best to hold me while I try and fist fight my sister. I never got my keys. They made her drive me home to get clothing. I feel like I am under house arrest. I probably should be. whatever.
You know that feelings when you dive off a diving board or jump rather. You reach the bottom and open your eyes and its like...amazing right. Then suddenly you remember that breathing underwater isn't a good choice and start for the surface. Only then you realize you may not have enough air to reach it. Panic sets in and you start to swim and struggle as hard as you can. Your lungs start to burn as well as your legs. Suddenly you breach the surface. Your lungs fill with air and your head feels like it might fall off. Thats how I feel only Im still underwater. I don't think my chest will ever, ever be whole again. I don't think it deserves it. No one will EVER hurt me again. Ever. Nor will I ever hurt anyone again.
I hope your happy with the choices you've made/make. You have to live with them. Forever.
I think that my family thinks i've lost my mind. They all watched me in that are you going to lose it sort of way. I did kind of. Only in the silent Im not going to show it way. Well that is until I started screaming at my sister to give me my keys when i tried to leave. I hate it when people touch me uninvited. My uncle thought it best to hold me while I try and fist fight my sister. I never got my keys. They made her drive me home to get clothing. I feel like I am under house arrest. I probably should be. whatever.
You know that feelings when you dive off a diving board or jump rather. You reach the bottom and open your eyes and its like...amazing right. Then suddenly you remember that breathing underwater isn't a good choice and start for the surface. Only then you realize you may not have enough air to reach it. Panic sets in and you start to swim and struggle as hard as you can. Your lungs start to burn as well as your legs. Suddenly you breach the surface. Your lungs fill with air and your head feels like it might fall off. Thats how I feel only Im still underwater. I don't think my chest will ever, ever be whole again. I don't think it deserves it. No one will EVER hurt me again. Ever. Nor will I ever hurt anyone again.
I hope your happy with the choices you've made/make. You have to live with them. Forever.