pointless droning
fucking fuck
i need to redo my journal so bad.
ugh i even have a picture i just cant fucking make it work. yarg.
i dont suppose anyone out there in LJ land wants to lend a hand here do they ? 0_0
regardless - its 5am
sleep isnt required as far as my mental train of thought goes.. i'd be good for at least a few hours. but im tired, and my heart hurts. ugh. i miss zach.
omg. justin fucking RULES . he tattooed me today fuckign free of charge,and i felt like a jerk but i mean, he wanted to ... it was HIS idea, and he knows when i have $$$ i'll totally shell it out there yaknow ? i mean ..i know its not about that, but i hate that i havent paid for the last two tattoos i got there now . and i didnt even have money to tip him . ugh. ohwell . income tax return comes in soon and im totally blowing a few hundred there lol.
he did the back of my neck today. its fucking hot i love it . its this jerry the sailor oldschool chick with black and blue hair, and shes turned into a kitty sorta. half girl half cat, u follow ? i'll take pix on the Digi soon.
christ . i talked to zach on the phone today and i almost didnt even recognize his voice . i hope things aren't weird when we hangout in june ... im going to spend a few days with him. im so excited it makes my heart ache . i cant stand being away from him. its unreal .
good god. im not gonna lie tho , i got pretty fucking wet when justin tattooed me today tho .. it was just ahhh i dunno . something about (him) the gloves, the burning hot pain that i fucking LOVE, the flirtacious nature of our relationship ... one of these days folks .. one of these days.
- cawla loves danyull -
i need to redo my journal so bad.
ugh i even have a picture i just cant fucking make it work. yarg.
i dont suppose anyone out there in LJ land wants to lend a hand here do they ? 0_0
regardless - its 5am
sleep isnt required as far as my mental train of thought goes.. i'd be good for at least a few hours. but im tired, and my heart hurts. ugh. i miss zach.
omg. justin fucking RULES . he tattooed me today fuckign free of charge,and i felt like a jerk but i mean, he wanted to ... it was HIS idea, and he knows when i have $$$ i'll totally shell it out there yaknow ? i mean ..i know its not about that, but i hate that i havent paid for the last two tattoos i got there now . and i didnt even have money to tip him . ugh. ohwell . income tax return comes in soon and im totally blowing a few hundred there lol.
he did the back of my neck today. its fucking hot i love it . its this jerry the sailor oldschool chick with black and blue hair, and shes turned into a kitty sorta. half girl half cat, u follow ? i'll take pix on the Digi soon.
christ . i talked to zach on the phone today and i almost didnt even recognize his voice . i hope things aren't weird when we hangout in june ... im going to spend a few days with him. im so excited it makes my heart ache . i cant stand being away from him. its unreal .
good god. im not gonna lie tho , i got pretty fucking wet when justin tattooed me today tho .. it was just ahhh i dunno . something about (him) the gloves, the burning hot pain that i fucking LOVE, the flirtacious nature of our relationship ... one of these days folks .. one of these days.
- cawla loves danyull -