I can't explain it right now
I haven't written in livejournal in like three months. WTF
I really don't know how to feel anymore. I'm so happy being with the people I love or I guess I should say person. But at the same time I just don't even know why I try. Some people just make me feel like I don't even exist. Most people didn't even remember my damn birthday not even my fuckin family shows how much people really love me huh. I wake up crying sometimes and I can't stop most of the time I don't know why I guess I don't really feel wanted anymore. Somethings in life are beautiful and make you forget like you ever had any problems, as if they don't even matter. But most of the time I just feel like Im standing in a room with every one around me and as much as I scream no one will hear me or even see me. I guess I'm alone on this one. I figured no one would read this and honestly I really couldn't give a flying fuck what people think. I just wanna get some shit off my chest. Its not working but oh well. FUCK, just when you think every thing is gunna be okay now life just fucks you royally. Life sucks get used so it, what if I don't want. Well fuck you life I've never hated you more. Sry to the people who actually do read this.
-Mare
I really don't know how to feel anymore. I'm so happy being with the people I love or I guess I should say person. But at the same time I just don't even know why I try. Some people just make me feel like I don't even exist. Most people didn't even remember my damn birthday not even my fuckin family shows how much people really love me huh. I wake up crying sometimes and I can't stop most of the time I don't know why I guess I don't really feel wanted anymore. Somethings in life are beautiful and make you forget like you ever had any problems, as if they don't even matter. But most of the time I just feel like Im standing in a room with every one around me and as much as I scream no one will hear me or even see me. I guess I'm alone on this one. I figured no one would read this and honestly I really couldn't give a flying fuck what people think. I just wanna get some shit off my chest. Its not working but oh well. FUCK, just when you think every thing is gunna be okay now life just fucks you royally. Life sucks get used so it, what if I don't want. Well fuck you life I've never hated you more. Sry to the people who actually do read this.
-Mare