Longest week of my life....

Oct 30, 2005 18:13

Today is Sunday, and Cory comes home from tour tomarrow...turns out I have to work. So I won't be seeing him till I get off. I never thought of Halloween being such a big deal before this year. For the past two weeks I've been watching scary movies. Last Friday (just to get out of the apartment) I went to a show in Cottage Grove, which was fun. Got to see my old friend Maggie!!! woo hoo! Then after the show my buddy Noah/Ryan/Lincon/Coady/Eric were going to state st. So we ended up going there after the show...Lets just say I wasn't in the mood for hanging out...I was really upset cause I texted Cory and didn't get a reply which made me worried. THen I called my buddy Alexa who left for Minn. to see her bf trent. ( So I felt pretty lonely) After walking 10 blocks to State St. The boy went nutts. I just walked and watched all of them horse around..wanting to go home. After state st. we walked another 10 blocks back to this person's house who was having a party. I got supper pissed off cause I hate house parties, EVEN MORE WITHOUT CORY! I then told all of the boys to find a ride home, cause I was going home. On the way back to my car...still no sign of Cory..I then started to cry...I really can't tell you why. I just miss him soo much and it gets to me. The next night, I stayed home and painted after work. I then called Cory cause I had a bad feeling about something going wrong. He said everything was fine, and that his phone is going to be dead soon. Soon after that, he texted me "All of it?" I then texted back "All of what?" ................and I waited for a reply.......and didn't get one........

I'm not going to lie...
I was really pissed off, and started to cry again <--big baby
Cause I was just told that his phone was going to die, and yet he can still text other ppl and not talk to me...oh well...I just wish he would get the point that I miss him..cause it really seems like he's not getting it or something......sigh...

Well my Halloween sucks..can't wait for it to be over..not trying to sound negative..I'm just sick of it now..



I'm soo homesick for him :'[
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