May 04, 2005 23:29
a lot of things are going on in my life right now
it's really very strange
i only really care about a few things
things i need
i need fresh air
i need to scream
really loud
once again
what i have is not what i want
well
...i like certain things...
hmm...ha.
but there are things i need to figure out
i am wearing shorts right now
they are beige
they have a few pockets
some of them are bigger than others
"She walks on red carpets all the time
In my eyes, in my eyes
Others will scoff at her clothes
Coming up they will talk, let them talk
Because you've given them just what they want"
i am wearing a grey t-shirt
the sleve is ripped
i like it
i am listening to the starting line
'based on a true story'
it's decent
i'm kind of hungry
a little tired
tomorrow i have to wake up
shower
be at a zoobus meeting at 11am...blah.
fart around for a while...
hollister from 6pm til maybe midnight?
i have an audition for a movie coming up
cool for me huh?
i guess.
where the fuck is jesse ramsey?
me and eric want to play...come on man.
i hate my cell phone and how dependent i am on it...
whatever i guess...
i think i'm going to eat my white castle from the other day.
i hate white castle though...
who knows.
i like some people
some from around here,
some from not around here,
i'd like to get to know people better,
especially myself.
the gum i am chewing has lost its taste.
my feet are chilly and still kind of dirty from new york,
even though i've washed them like 6 times since i've been back.
i think i'm going to new jersey next,
or maybe atlanta.
who wants to go?
not you.
okay. you can come.
i can name all fifty states...
can you?
honestly?
could you identify them all on a map?
without cheating?
seriously?
could you?
i wish i knew what was really going on with you...
and you.
i'd love to know.
i'd love you if you let me know.
i'd love you to love me hah...
is there a reason all the clocks in my house are like ten minutes ahead?
What are you waiting for baby?
What is everybody waiting for?
Quit playing by the rules and have me.
Quit reading word for word and have me.
i'm going to stop typing now.
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