Medicine
So I went out in the cold and rain and bought some form of sleep aids. I am hoping they work, because I cried after I got them because I hate that having this...disease/dependency/insomnia/whatever the fuck it is makes me NOT NORMAL. I can stand all the other things that don't make me normal, but sleep is such a...instinctual function. For it to not occur because I am fucked up somehow just makes me miserable.
That and little sleep over three days and having to be the most energetic person in the school for seven hours each day takes it's toll on me.
I think...I think I finally found a piece of Yoshiki's so-called jewelry that I like. Like, I might buy it like it. But the price... well I will think on it as always and I might forget it completely. But it is pretty this newest addition to his ever growing, over-priced, made of silver or so he says, line of shiny things.
That and little sleep over three days and having to be the most energetic person in the school for seven hours each day takes it's toll on me.
I think...I think I finally found a piece of Yoshiki's so-called jewelry that I like. Like, I might buy it like it. But the price... well I will think on it as always and I might forget it completely. But it is pretty this newest addition to his ever growing, over-priced, made of silver or so he says, line of shiny things.