Brain Dead
Besides the weather here being crazy, I think I might be a little loopy too.
Good thing is all hw due for tomorrow is complete. (My sakubun is probably a horrible failure at my attempt to explain US geography, with a focus on Virginia. My grammar really is not much better than a 3 year old's.)
So now I can either write letters, draw, or do more hw for later on in the week! The choices are so...hard! -_-;
In other news, I will be home probably by the beginning of August - Mother's orders. So rejoice my VA friends!
My apologies to Mr. Nishikawa - I can not see you at Budokan. But that's ok. XD
Takuya decided to IM me today. I don't mind, minus it being right when I was trying to get into hardcore sakubun mode - which might be why sakubun sucks because I felt ill and was distracted! The man has suddenly decided that I need all the help he can offer(if I ask)on all things Japanese and/or Japan related. Why he has decided that three months until I leave is a good time to start being a good friend I have no idea. But as far as I am concerned, he's full of empty promises - kind of like Keisuke(at least I know Keisuke lives far away and is fucking busy. Telling me you have more time now because you can work at your own pace now doesn't make me feel any more important to you than before.). I mean, Japanese people can be very very very helpful, but it tends to be a same-sex thing. My Japanese girl friends are far more willing to hang out with me, help me, and just be dorks with me than those two boys. Even other boys (aka other foreign boys like Felix or Francois or the guys in the Hiyoshi I-House and my guy friends back home) are closer to me than them. I don't know why. So while it is kind of Takuya to finally acknowledge I might know jack-shit about Japan, it's a bit late in the game. If I can find my way through Ikebukuro and Shinjuku and Harajuku and Shibuya, and be able to hold conversations with people that I need to, I think it's a bit late to be offering me advice with speaking Japanese. I am not fluent, I am not even as good as a 10 year old here, but I am not a baby. Don't try to coddle me. God, now I feel pissed. Stupid boys!
However, I do love my genuine Japanese friends to pieces. I will never stop needing their help trying to understand their language, culture, and country. The fact that they have been so kind as to accept me with all my faults and to put up with me still humbles me. I love you guys. I always will. You rock.
Right. So I guess I better do one of the things I listed above now. Stop wasting time you lazy bitch!
I wrote a letter to my host mother and that was it really. XD; I decided I would draw now I guess since I don't feel like doing homework even if I am jittery like crazy.(Now would be 10 PM by the way.)
So jittery I forgot to watch One Piece. But I did remember to watch Oishi Proposal and it was very cute. X3 I would almost download it to make an icon from the opening but no. XD
Good thing is all hw due for tomorrow is complete. (My sakubun is probably a horrible failure at my attempt to explain US geography, with a focus on Virginia. My grammar really is not much better than a 3 year old's.)
So now I can either write letters, draw, or do more hw for later on in the week! The choices are so...hard! -_-;
In other news, I will be home probably by the beginning of August - Mother's orders. So rejoice my VA friends!
My apologies to Mr. Nishikawa - I can not see you at Budokan. But that's ok. XD
Takuya decided to IM me today. I don't mind, minus it being right when I was trying to get into hardcore sakubun mode - which might be why sakubun sucks because I felt ill and was distracted! The man has suddenly decided that I need all the help he can offer(if I ask)on all things Japanese and/or Japan related. Why he has decided that three months until I leave is a good time to start being a good friend I have no idea. But as far as I am concerned, he's full of empty promises - kind of like Keisuke(at least I know Keisuke lives far away and is fucking busy. Telling me you have more time now because you can work at your own pace now doesn't make me feel any more important to you than before.). I mean, Japanese people can be very very very helpful, but it tends to be a same-sex thing. My Japanese girl friends are far more willing to hang out with me, help me, and just be dorks with me than those two boys. Even other boys (aka other foreign boys like Felix or Francois or the guys in the Hiyoshi I-House and my guy friends back home) are closer to me than them. I don't know why. So while it is kind of Takuya to finally acknowledge I might know jack-shit about Japan, it's a bit late in the game. If I can find my way through Ikebukuro and Shinjuku and Harajuku and Shibuya, and be able to hold conversations with people that I need to, I think it's a bit late to be offering me advice with speaking Japanese. I am not fluent, I am not even as good as a 10 year old here, but I am not a baby. Don't try to coddle me. God, now I feel pissed. Stupid boys!
However, I do love my genuine Japanese friends to pieces. I will never stop needing their help trying to understand their language, culture, and country. The fact that they have been so kind as to accept me with all my faults and to put up with me still humbles me. I love you guys. I always will. You rock.
Right. So I guess I better do one of the things I listed above now. Stop wasting time you lazy bitch!
I wrote a letter to my host mother and that was it really. XD; I decided I would draw now I guess since I don't feel like doing homework even if I am jittery like crazy.(Now would be 10 PM by the way.)
So jittery I forgot to watch One Piece. But I did remember to watch Oishi Proposal and it was very cute. X3 I would almost download it to make an icon from the opening but no. XD