The Call
If any of you(aka the friends whose cell numbers and such are in my possession) want me to give you a call before I leave, please let me know. I'm not psychic ok? Comment, call me, email me, whatever. You have till sometime Sunday night. You have been warned.
Now onto other things.
I am really tired. Like "I have not been sleeping good tired." Not cool.
I've spent yesterday and a some of today ripping CDs to my E drive. All that is left are CDs in the smaller binders (which consist mainly of anime and since I'm looking for musics it won't take long) to add. Then I get to go back and rename everything that didn't get a name because WMP couldn't find albumn info for it yeah. -_-;
But yesterday was a very good Jess day because my ego got stroked in oh so many ways. I felt like a good person who was loved and needed. ♥
I saw Arthur today. We watched some Batman cartoons and a MST3K movie. Then he went home. Then I went to Layne's for a bit. Had Chinese food, watched Korean stuffs, had one of those Cosmos.
Her mom is going to miss me like WOAH. It kind of...freaks me out.
I mean I KNOW people will miss me - I've heard it a lot lately. And I know they will, they mean it.
But what am I suppossed to do? I can only say "I'll come back!" or "I know...*hug*" or "It's ok" so many times before I feel like a robot.
I guess the thing is I don't see myself as a part of someone else's life. I don't see myself as that oh so important friend you can't live without.
I'm just...me. I'm here and I try to do stuff with you and we get along and it's cool. I don't see myself as a key factor in your life.
So when people start crying over me going to school, and this time it's farther than the West Coast, I don't know what to say. I don't think I should be cried over.
When I die, please have a party around my corpse unless I am murdered in cold blood and then I demand vengence. But otherwise, hold a disco.
Shit, I was suppossed to write a quasi will before I left. Dammit. *sigh*
Yeah, morbid huh?
I finished the Last of the Jedi book number two! I want more! T^T
I should like sleep soon hahah. =_________=
Now onto other things.
I am really tired. Like "I have not been sleeping good tired." Not cool.
I've spent yesterday and a some of today ripping CDs to my E drive. All that is left are CDs in the smaller binders (which consist mainly of anime and since I'm looking for musics it won't take long) to add. Then I get to go back and rename everything that didn't get a name because WMP couldn't find albumn info for it yeah. -_-;
But yesterday was a very good Jess day because my ego got stroked in oh so many ways. I felt like a good person who was loved and needed. ♥
I saw Arthur today. We watched some Batman cartoons and a MST3K movie. Then he went home. Then I went to Layne's for a bit. Had Chinese food, watched Korean stuffs, had one of those Cosmos.
Her mom is going to miss me like WOAH. It kind of...freaks me out.
I mean I KNOW people will miss me - I've heard it a lot lately. And I know they will, they mean it.
But what am I suppossed to do? I can only say "I'll come back!" or "I know...*hug*" or "It's ok" so many times before I feel like a robot.
I guess the thing is I don't see myself as a part of someone else's life. I don't see myself as that oh so important friend you can't live without.
I'm just...me. I'm here and I try to do stuff with you and we get along and it's cool. I don't see myself as a key factor in your life.
So when people start crying over me going to school, and this time it's farther than the West Coast, I don't know what to say. I don't think I should be cried over.
When I die, please have a party around my corpse unless I am murdered in cold blood and then I demand vengence. But otherwise, hold a disco.
Shit, I was suppossed to write a quasi will before I left. Dammit. *sigh*
Yeah, morbid huh?
I finished the Last of the Jedi book number two! I want more! T^T
I should like sleep soon hahah. =_________=