Apr 30, 2005 19:01
So things are kinda getting better around the Beaver-Howard home....lol
Denny moved out but him and my mom are finally talking again so thats a plus&&he keeps coming over which is good because i really super duper missed him. God i honestly love that guy. But then Wednesday my dads girlfriend that hes been with for like 2 years called me and told me that things are getting really hard because of his drinking so shes not sure how much longer it will last. My dad really screws up everytime, and this is the same reason why my madre didnt stay with him. I dont think he realizes what hes losing because if he keeps it up someday he might do something bad or i might just get sick of it and ill just be outta his life. I am like the only thing he really has and THINKS wont go away.
Yesterday was half sad and half fun...lol
So a bunch of us got outta school to go to Jordans *Kims baby* funeral. That forreal was the saddest thing ever. It made me think how lucky i was that Mia is still around. and i couldnt even imagine how kim feels, because i really think that could be the worst thing to ever happen to you is lose a child. I didnt cry atfirst but then we all went taco bell *barf* then i starting talking about it to jen and just starting balling then i went there and did the same. I just dont understand why god would do that. but i guess he has his reasons.
LATER things got better we went to the dance which turned out realllyyyyy good! then i went to miami subs with Shy, Mal, Jenn, Matt, Stacy, Danielle, Joel, Hassan, Booki, Nick, and Tim. Then me mal shy and stacy went to midnight cafe to meet this guy then left b/c he looked 30!!! Then went to bookis for like .3seconds....lol then i went to pjs and now im here with her!
But i like how guys think they can talk to girls because they think they can get some...well your wrong. so you can just keep you fucking dick in your pants!
ahh...i love my friends!
Priscilla and Me----MBI for life baby! lol