Here You Go Stacey
Hmm it's been a while before since I've updated. I've actually been
psychical updating in my diary that i've had since i was 8 years old.
But yeah. Not much has changed, well one major thing seems to be changing... but i'll get to the in a minute.
Lately I've been spending the majority of time with either Sam, Stacey, Amanda, and Ashley. I've been having a great summer so far. We all were supposed to go to Rollerkingdom tuesday, but me and sam being the quick ones- we didn't realize that tuesday nights were reserved for private lessons, so we all went to Burger King while waiting to pick up Amanda, and Ashley ended up throwing her soda at some guy's car everyone clapped for her, it was frickin awesome, some older couple claimed to have a baby- but they really didn't... and i ended up spitting my soda out because i was laughing so hard because of the older couple. That was a riot... then we picked up amanda, and we went to CVS and stopped at Brian's house. Overall it was a good night.
Then that night I slept over Sam's house... we snuck out at like 12am to 711 because we had nothing better to do. It was wicked funny because her roads are all wooded and fucking freaky as hell esp. at night. Lmao at one point a car came and she jumped into someone's yard that was filled w/rocks, and i didn't want to be left alone so i jumped up too and it was so fucking noisy, so i ran as soon as the car was gone haha. That was awesome
Oh my gosh, fucking freaky.... Winston rarely hides under the table, and that's where he just came out of really sudden, and with his tail down (which usually means he's upset or scared or something)... fucking weird. I hate this house.
But anyways...Then last night, well now tech. 2 nights ago... w/e Fri night. Me stacey and ashley were going to see wedding crashers, but it's rated R (which i didn't know lol) and stacey w/the big mouth (hahah) had to blurt out that only ashley was tech. old enough to get in... i swear the guy was going to let us in anyways... but if she hadn't have said anything we could have just snuck in... but we bought tickets for War Of The Worlds, and we were hoping Wedding Crashers was on the same side so we could just walk in there inside, and it was... BUT... as soon as we walk by, at least 6 staff members were standing right there... haha so there went that idea... so we watched War Of The Worlds... which i thought was a pretty good movie, i'll def. have my mom buy it when it comes out. LMAO i just thought, what on EARTH is my mom going to do w/all these movies once us kids move out, she doens't like half of them lmao... that's funny. She'll prob just keep them and give us more reason to come home and visit lol. Well I'm going to visit all the time cuz I love my mom :-P
Speaking of which. Me and my mom are going to Chunkys tomorrow to watch Wedding Crashers, we were gonna watch Must Love Dogs, but the movie was a late one and i dont wanna wait that long, and I really wanted to go to Chunkys anyways lol. But yeah that should be fun. Today me and my mom went to a baby shower. It was kind of boring at first, but towards the end it was a little better. I don't like family functions so much because there's only a few people (besides my brothers) in my age range... so usually i'm stuck with Anna, who can be annoying... but it's all good... or I talk to those who are about 10 years older than me, and get along w/them a lot easier. I was wondering why it is that I get along w/older people more than people my ages, esp. family wise. And I figured it's because all the family functions there wasn't usually anyone my age, so I'd rather just stay w/my mom, so I got accustomed to the older generation. But then again I've always just liked older people more than those my age. But w/e it's all good. But we were talking today about colleges and jobs and stuff today with Janine, and I found out about a job called a GAL (guardian ad litem) which means in a divorce where children are involved, and the parents are fighting over who should have custody, you step in and talk to the child and learn what's best for the child. Which I think would be really awesome, especially after how i saw how one of the children in the preschool was effected, so to sit down w/them and have a psychology degree and be able to help them, and find them the best environment to live in, would be incredibly awesome. Or the other thing I'm thinking of is a psycholigist/profiler for the police, like on Law And Order, the guy who determines if they're sane enough to stand trial, or what not. That would also be really cool. But there's also so much more i want to do, but I think those would be really awesome jobs.
Oh and as for the one thing that seems to be changing for the better, is Nikki. Unless it's an act for something. But it seems like she's finally realizing I'm not the liar. which is the best thing... (well almost as awesome as my mom getting her new job)... I'm so excited, she's finally realizing the pyschoticness of Michelle. She hidden kind of apologized, like she said she feels bad for the stuff she's done to me. Which is good enough at this point. I fucking stoaked. I mean if the harassment might be over, then I'll be fucking happy as idk what. But yeah... idk the whole story about what's making her finally believe me, but I mean, if she's seeing the pyschoticness of Michelle, and not me, then maybe she'll direct her hostility to her and not me, where it belongs. Then everything will be becoming right, because Michelle might FINALLY learn her lesson... but then again who knows.. i thought she did in January so I gave her another chance... but boy was I wrong..
But speaking of harassment... HOLY SHIT does Billy fucking piss me off... He fucking treats Stacey like shit. I mean before I used to see only what he's wanted me too. Like i'd hear him on the phone... and he'd be nice to her. But after the way I saw him around her at my house. Fuck'n a. If I ever hear him say shit like that again, agh. He blames everything on Stacey and makes her feel like a useless pos. and she's not by far. I can't believe I ever took his side. Agh! I yelled at him today. No one needs that psychological damage. No one. I've seen too much of it in my life and I've had it. I will not sit back and let it happen if i can stop it. So yeah I yelled at him, but he totally ignored me like the spineless shit he is. Fucking prey on those he knows he can manipulate but as soon as someone stands up for them, he fucking hides.... Yeah That's Fucking Cool...
I have to go to the mall still... I need to get my classes refitted, they're becoming really loose and annoying. And before school starts i'm hoping to do something w/my hair. I'm not sure yet, it's going to be a surprise. But I'm thinking of perming it again and dying it light brownish with blond and auburn reddish streaks... or cutting it short again and dying it black... or just letting the hair dresser do w/e the hell she feels like... idk it'll be a surprise for the new school year :-P
Lol well I think this entry is long enough, how about you stacey?? I finally updated for ya lol... Alight since it took me like an hour to actually write this whole thing I'm off to bed. G'Night All
Lately I've been spending the majority of time with either Sam, Stacey, Amanda, and Ashley. I've been having a great summer so far. We all were supposed to go to Rollerkingdom tuesday, but me and sam being the quick ones- we didn't realize that tuesday nights were reserved for private lessons, so we all went to Burger King while waiting to pick up Amanda, and Ashley ended up throwing her soda at some guy's car everyone clapped for her, it was frickin awesome, some older couple claimed to have a baby- but they really didn't... and i ended up spitting my soda out because i was laughing so hard because of the older couple. That was a riot... then we picked up amanda, and we went to CVS and stopped at Brian's house. Overall it was a good night.
Then that night I slept over Sam's house... we snuck out at like 12am to 711 because we had nothing better to do. It was wicked funny because her roads are all wooded and fucking freaky as hell esp. at night. Lmao at one point a car came and she jumped into someone's yard that was filled w/rocks, and i didn't want to be left alone so i jumped up too and it was so fucking noisy, so i ran as soon as the car was gone haha. That was awesome
Oh my gosh, fucking freaky.... Winston rarely hides under the table, and that's where he just came out of really sudden, and with his tail down (which usually means he's upset or scared or something)... fucking weird. I hate this house.
But anyways...Then last night, well now tech. 2 nights ago... w/e Fri night. Me stacey and ashley were going to see wedding crashers, but it's rated R (which i didn't know lol) and stacey w/the big mouth (hahah) had to blurt out that only ashley was tech. old enough to get in... i swear the guy was going to let us in anyways... but if she hadn't have said anything we could have just snuck in... but we bought tickets for War Of The Worlds, and we were hoping Wedding Crashers was on the same side so we could just walk in there inside, and it was... BUT... as soon as we walk by, at least 6 staff members were standing right there... haha so there went that idea... so we watched War Of The Worlds... which i thought was a pretty good movie, i'll def. have my mom buy it when it comes out. LMAO i just thought, what on EARTH is my mom going to do w/all these movies once us kids move out, she doens't like half of them lmao... that's funny. She'll prob just keep them and give us more reason to come home and visit lol. Well I'm going to visit all the time cuz I love my mom :-P
Speaking of which. Me and my mom are going to Chunkys tomorrow to watch Wedding Crashers, we were gonna watch Must Love Dogs, but the movie was a late one and i dont wanna wait that long, and I really wanted to go to Chunkys anyways lol. But yeah that should be fun. Today me and my mom went to a baby shower. It was kind of boring at first, but towards the end it was a little better. I don't like family functions so much because there's only a few people (besides my brothers) in my age range... so usually i'm stuck with Anna, who can be annoying... but it's all good... or I talk to those who are about 10 years older than me, and get along w/them a lot easier. I was wondering why it is that I get along w/older people more than people my ages, esp. family wise. And I figured it's because all the family functions there wasn't usually anyone my age, so I'd rather just stay w/my mom, so I got accustomed to the older generation. But then again I've always just liked older people more than those my age. But w/e it's all good. But we were talking today about colleges and jobs and stuff today with Janine, and I found out about a job called a GAL (guardian ad litem) which means in a divorce where children are involved, and the parents are fighting over who should have custody, you step in and talk to the child and learn what's best for the child. Which I think would be really awesome, especially after how i saw how one of the children in the preschool was effected, so to sit down w/them and have a psychology degree and be able to help them, and find them the best environment to live in, would be incredibly awesome. Or the other thing I'm thinking of is a psycholigist/profiler for the police, like on Law And Order, the guy who determines if they're sane enough to stand trial, or what not. That would also be really cool. But there's also so much more i want to do, but I think those would be really awesome jobs.
Oh and as for the one thing that seems to be changing for the better, is Nikki. Unless it's an act for something. But it seems like she's finally realizing I'm not the liar. which is the best thing... (well almost as awesome as my mom getting her new job)... I'm so excited, she's finally realizing the pyschoticness of Michelle. She hidden kind of apologized, like she said she feels bad for the stuff she's done to me. Which is good enough at this point. I fucking stoaked. I mean if the harassment might be over, then I'll be fucking happy as idk what. But yeah... idk the whole story about what's making her finally believe me, but I mean, if she's seeing the pyschoticness of Michelle, and not me, then maybe she'll direct her hostility to her and not me, where it belongs. Then everything will be becoming right, because Michelle might FINALLY learn her lesson... but then again who knows.. i thought she did in January so I gave her another chance... but boy was I wrong..
But speaking of harassment... HOLY SHIT does Billy fucking piss me off... He fucking treats Stacey like shit. I mean before I used to see only what he's wanted me too. Like i'd hear him on the phone... and he'd be nice to her. But after the way I saw him around her at my house. Fuck'n a. If I ever hear him say shit like that again, agh. He blames everything on Stacey and makes her feel like a useless pos. and she's not by far. I can't believe I ever took his side. Agh! I yelled at him today. No one needs that psychological damage. No one. I've seen too much of it in my life and I've had it. I will not sit back and let it happen if i can stop it. So yeah I yelled at him, but he totally ignored me like the spineless shit he is. Fucking prey on those he knows he can manipulate but as soon as someone stands up for them, he fucking hides.... Yeah That's Fucking Cool...
I have to go to the mall still... I need to get my classes refitted, they're becoming really loose and annoying. And before school starts i'm hoping to do something w/my hair. I'm not sure yet, it's going to be a surprise. But I'm thinking of perming it again and dying it light brownish with blond and auburn reddish streaks... or cutting it short again and dying it black... or just letting the hair dresser do w/e the hell she feels like... idk it'll be a surprise for the new school year :-P
Lol well I think this entry is long enough, how about you stacey?? I finally updated for ya lol... Alight since it took me like an hour to actually write this whole thing I'm off to bed. G'Night All