I will fight like hell to hide that I’m giving up.
01. So yesterday... I had my AP US History test and a bunch of... excitement? I dunno what to call it. The test itself was not nearly as hard as I expected it to be but there's still no way I'm getting college credit out of the thing (which I knew going in and have long since accepted). We got to leave after we were done so a bunch of us went to eat afterwards at Cracker Barrel (seeing the look on the hostess' face when we said party of 29 was priceless) and that was fun. What was not so much fun was the car trouble that came after. It's a long story but it involved Adam's car not starting, waiting around, getting a jump, and then it stopping halfway in the road. *head to desk* The mental image of the us two (neither with any muscle) holding up already-busy traffic by having to push his matchbox car to the side of the road was an image I'm sure gave many people enjoyment. All in all, I got of school four hours early and still didn't make it home until an hour after I normally do lol.
02. I've been rebuilding my iTunes for the past two months and have made it up to 249 songs... it's kind of depressing. So this is me begging for anything you're willing to upload. More specifically though, I was wondering if anybody would pleeeeease upload the following? (The please is the kind that comes complete with sprinkles, a big fat cherry, and a general sugar rush. You know you want that big fat cherry! *snickers*)
• Degausser by Brand New Thanks blushskies!
• Stand Still, Look Pretty by The Wreckers Thanks thelackoflight!
• Everything I Once Had by The Honorary Title Thanks untied_shoe!
• A Way With Me by The AM Project
• Kill Hannah - any song ya got
03. I'm in the mood for more awesome friends on my flist like you guys. If I do a friending meme would anybody participate/pimp? I kind of want to do a show/ship-specific one but I can't think of anything lol. I also kind of want to make a 'meet the people I talk about constantly post' with pictures of friends and such. This would include parents, Toe, KET back-stabbing bitches, Brandon, and Adam most likely. Opinions?
04. I made a promise to certain people (mainly singingrl and halfasblind... whose journal is really freakin' pretty at the moment... *shakes it off*) ANYWAY... I made a deal that if Friday Night Lights and Brothers & Sisters got renewed, I'd start watching. So I guess I have to get on that soon. *siigh*
05. Suprisingly I'm really loving Veronica Mars at the moment. It has nothing to do with the actual show and everything to do with the fact that they finally gave Mac and Dick an acutal scene together. *bounces* Also, Mac/Max pwn like whoa. (Max > Bronson.) For the first time in forever, I'm really looking forward to episodes. (Mainly 3x19 because I'm a spoiler whore when I'm not being lazy and if you are too then you know what I'm talking about.)
06. I spent most of last night being not-productive and instead making Mac/Dick and Mac/Max icons. *nods* I also made a wallpaper (Mac/Dick with Bronson & Max) that I might use as a new layout. I'm really getting sick of this one.
07. I have to much stuff I need to do. I have a shit load of site and fanlisting stuff to do but there's also a slide show-memory thing I'm doing for my grandmother as a Mother's Day present from me and my mom that I need to scan pictures for, as well as stuff I need to post here. I have finished fic waiting in my folder, a soundtrack that's only missing art, icons, and a Mac/Dick mood theme that just needs a couple more moods colored. *siiigh* I'm sorely lacking in motivation.
08. Fic challenges you guys gave me are under the cut *points* Sorry for the delay, I kept getting more just as I finished lol.
Some got a little long and turned into drabbles. I added a couple extra ones I wrote in between at the end. Don't throw tomatoes. Let me know what you think :)
1. Rachel/Sark (Rachel - mentions of Tom, Lauren) - aeroplane
The two of you share a vague sense of hate towards Michael Vaughn (it’s one of the few things you have in common). He hates him because of reasons revolving around Lauren Reed (a full story you’re sure you’ll never know). You hate him because he lived (while others had to stay dead).
2. Edward/Bella (Edward) - dmitup
He can’t remember his first kiss or his first love - time stole those memories from him - but he can recall every detail of the first kiss that scorched past his skin and the only love he knows he’ll ever need again.
3. Rory/Jess (Jess) - ginger_noodle
Sometimes he misses her (when he smells Indian food or sees a copy of an Ayn Rand book somewhere) but usually he doesn’t do anything but move on with his new life (the one without her).
4. Jake/Brooke (Jake) - brokenroads
Peyton moves on with Lucas like she never offered you forever and when you meet Brooke’ s eyes during the ceremony, you realize that you’re both best friends second and scorned lovers first.
5. Oz/Mac - thelackoflight
She reminds you of Willow in the way that she stands on the sidelines, looking alone, embarrassed, and slightly out of place while her friends dance wildly a few feet away. And when you ask Devon who she is, he thinks you’re talking about a petite blonde up front. You smile to yourself and then smile at her.
6. Jacob/Bella (Jacob) - thelackoflight
She’ll never love you (no matter what you do) and you finally start to get that when you rescue her and she still runs into his arms.
7. Logan/Parker (Logan) - everything_inme
You really wish you could love her but you know you can’t so you don’t even try.
8. Luke/Lorelai (Lorelai) - colourmayfade
You want to post-pone the wedding again and when you walk into the diner and calmly tell Luke that, he looks like a deer-in-headlights. Then you add that it’s because your daughter just got engaged (a reason you think you can live with) and his smile matches yours when he hugs you.
9. Logan/Veronica (Logan) - beaked (I know it doesn't exactly fit your request *hides*)
When she’s mad at him she narrows her eyes and gives him a bitter look that cools him from the inside out and in those moments, she reminds him of Lily and all the things he wishes she wasn’t.
10. George/Izzie (George) - girlwholoved
The past year has turned both of you into things you never wanted to be (divorced, left behind, people who give up) but when you look into her eyes, that’s almost okay with you. Almost.
11. Lane/Dave (Lane) - candylea
People act like Gill’s been in the band since the beginning and you kind of hate that no one seems to remember him anymore, including you.
12. Seth/Anna (Logan) - candylea
She furrows her eyebrows and squints at you with the cutest little pout that makes you instantly hand over the remote and let her watch her horrible cartoon (that has absolutely no right to say it was based on the comics).
13. Leo/Veronica (Veronica) - wantingtobreak
If you were honest with yourself (you aren’t), you’d admit that you always thought the reason you and Piz would break up (the two of you were never going to be permanent) would be Logan. You never expected it to be because of the deputy you dumped for Logan.
14. Leo/Gia - wantingtobreak
She’s a (lot) bit broken but it’s okay because he’s not (really) so he thinks that he can share some of her burden if it’ll make her smile at him like that again.
15. Leo/Parker (Leo)
You’re reminded that you’re just her second choice every time she runs into Logan, but when you meet Parker’s eyes over the squabbling couple, you know she’s in the same boat and that makes you feel a little better (for yourself) and worse (for her).
16. Nikki/DL, Jessica/Nathan
Nikki loves DL with everything in her but Jessica loves fucking Nathan just for the sake of it and that has made things more than a little bit difficult.
17. Mac/Dick (Mac)
Sometimes Mac would rather not be right and this is one of those times, because she may get some satisfaction out of it but satisfaction’s not going to keep her warm during cold nights or keep her company during hot days.
18. Mac/Max (Mac)
Despite a year of your mother, your father, Veronica, and even Logan urging you back into normalcy it’s Max that’s the one to finally get you to be you again. And when he matches his earring with your freshly-done streaks, you think he might not be so bad for you after all.
19. Haitian
Sometimes when things get out of control and he feels overwhelmed he sits in a public place and gives short term memory loss to people karma’s overlooked, just because he can.
20. Hiro (Peter)
Hiro is still the most enthusiastic of the bunch but he’s stopped calling Nathan ‘Flying Man!’ and Matt ‘Super Cop!’ like he used to, and you miss that about him like you miss his broken English.
Also, you should go check out Sam's and Fizz's because they're obviously way better. Also? *points down*
09. I'm doing it again because it was loads of fun! Sooo....
Comment with a pairing and I'll give you a line of fic or an icon (you're choice). *begs*
10. /entry
02. I've been rebuilding my iTunes for the past two months and have made it up to 249 songs... it's kind of depressing. So this is me begging for anything you're willing to upload. More specifically though, I was wondering if anybody would pleeeeease upload the following? (The please is the kind that comes complete with sprinkles, a big fat cherry, and a general sugar rush. You know you want that big fat cherry! *snickers*)
• Degausser by Brand New Thanks blushskies!
• Stand Still, Look Pretty by The Wreckers Thanks thelackoflight!
• Everything I Once Had by The Honorary Title Thanks untied_shoe!
• A Way With Me by The AM Project
• Kill Hannah - any song ya got
03. I'm in the mood for more awesome friends on my flist like you guys. If I do a friending meme would anybody participate/pimp? I kind of want to do a show/ship-specific one but I can't think of anything lol. I also kind of want to make a 'meet the people I talk about constantly post' with pictures of friends and such. This would include parents, Toe, KET back-stabbing bitches, Brandon, and Adam most likely. Opinions?
04. I made a promise to certain people (mainly singingrl and halfasblind... whose journal is really freakin' pretty at the moment... *shakes it off*) ANYWAY... I made a deal that if Friday Night Lights and Brothers & Sisters got renewed, I'd start watching. So I guess I have to get on that soon. *siigh*
05. Suprisingly I'm really loving Veronica Mars at the moment. It has nothing to do with the actual show and everything to do with the fact that they finally gave Mac and Dick an acutal scene together. *bounces* Also, Mac/Max pwn like whoa. (Max > Bronson.) For the first time in forever, I'm really looking forward to episodes. (Mainly 3x19 because I'm a spoiler whore when I'm not being lazy and if you are too then you know what I'm talking about.)
06. I spent most of last night being not-productive and instead making Mac/Dick and Mac/Max icons. *nods* I also made a wallpaper (Mac/Dick with Bronson & Max) that I might use as a new layout. I'm really getting sick of this one.
07. I have to much stuff I need to do. I have a shit load of site and fanlisting stuff to do but there's also a slide show-memory thing I'm doing for my grandmother as a Mother's Day present from me and my mom that I need to scan pictures for, as well as stuff I need to post here. I have finished fic waiting in my folder, a soundtrack that's only missing art, icons, and a Mac/Dick mood theme that just needs a couple more moods colored. *siiigh* I'm sorely lacking in motivation.
08. Fic challenges you guys gave me are under the cut *points* Sorry for the delay, I kept getting more just as I finished lol.
Some got a little long and turned into drabbles. I added a couple extra ones I wrote in between at the end. Don't throw tomatoes. Let me know what you think :)
1. Rachel/Sark (Rachel - mentions of Tom, Lauren) - aeroplane
The two of you share a vague sense of hate towards Michael Vaughn (it’s one of the few things you have in common). He hates him because of reasons revolving around Lauren Reed (a full story you’re sure you’ll never know). You hate him because he lived (while others had to stay dead).
2. Edward/Bella (Edward) - dmitup
He can’t remember his first kiss or his first love - time stole those memories from him - but he can recall every detail of the first kiss that scorched past his skin and the only love he knows he’ll ever need again.
3. Rory/Jess (Jess) - ginger_noodle
Sometimes he misses her (when he smells Indian food or sees a copy of an Ayn Rand book somewhere) but usually he doesn’t do anything but move on with his new life (the one without her).
4. Jake/Brooke (Jake) - brokenroads
Peyton moves on with Lucas like she never offered you forever and when you meet Brooke’ s eyes during the ceremony, you realize that you’re both best friends second and scorned lovers first.
5. Oz/Mac - thelackoflight
She reminds you of Willow in the way that she stands on the sidelines, looking alone, embarrassed, and slightly out of place while her friends dance wildly a few feet away. And when you ask Devon who she is, he thinks you’re talking about a petite blonde up front. You smile to yourself and then smile at her.
6. Jacob/Bella (Jacob) - thelackoflight
She’ll never love you (no matter what you do) and you finally start to get that when you rescue her and she still runs into his arms.
7. Logan/Parker (Logan) - everything_inme
You really wish you could love her but you know you can’t so you don’t even try.
8. Luke/Lorelai (Lorelai) - colourmayfade
You want to post-pone the wedding again and when you walk into the diner and calmly tell Luke that, he looks like a deer-in-headlights. Then you add that it’s because your daughter just got engaged (a reason you think you can live with) and his smile matches yours when he hugs you.
9. Logan/Veronica (Logan) - beaked (I know it doesn't exactly fit your request *hides*)
When she’s mad at him she narrows her eyes and gives him a bitter look that cools him from the inside out and in those moments, she reminds him of Lily and all the things he wishes she wasn’t.
10. George/Izzie (George) - girlwholoved
The past year has turned both of you into things you never wanted to be (divorced, left behind, people who give up) but when you look into her eyes, that’s almost okay with you. Almost.
11. Lane/Dave (Lane) - candylea
People act like Gill’s been in the band since the beginning and you kind of hate that no one seems to remember him anymore, including you.
12. Seth/Anna (Logan) - candylea
She furrows her eyebrows and squints at you with the cutest little pout that makes you instantly hand over the remote and let her watch her horrible cartoon (that has absolutely no right to say it was based on the comics).
13. Leo/Veronica (Veronica) - wantingtobreak
If you were honest with yourself (you aren’t), you’d admit that you always thought the reason you and Piz would break up (the two of you were never going to be permanent) would be Logan. You never expected it to be because of the deputy you dumped for Logan.
14. Leo/Gia - wantingtobreak
She’s a (lot) bit broken but it’s okay because he’s not (really) so he thinks that he can share some of her burden if it’ll make her smile at him like that again.
15. Leo/Parker (Leo)
You’re reminded that you’re just her second choice every time she runs into Logan, but when you meet Parker’s eyes over the squabbling couple, you know she’s in the same boat and that makes you feel a little better (for yourself) and worse (for her).
16. Nikki/DL, Jessica/Nathan
Nikki loves DL with everything in her but Jessica loves fucking Nathan just for the sake of it and that has made things more than a little bit difficult.
17. Mac/Dick (Mac)
Sometimes Mac would rather not be right and this is one of those times, because she may get some satisfaction out of it but satisfaction’s not going to keep her warm during cold nights or keep her company during hot days.
18. Mac/Max (Mac)
Despite a year of your mother, your father, Veronica, and even Logan urging you back into normalcy it’s Max that’s the one to finally get you to be you again. And when he matches his earring with your freshly-done streaks, you think he might not be so bad for you after all.
19. Haitian
Sometimes when things get out of control and he feels overwhelmed he sits in a public place and gives short term memory loss to people karma’s overlooked, just because he can.
20. Hiro (Peter)
Hiro is still the most enthusiastic of the bunch but he’s stopped calling Nathan ‘Flying Man!’ and Matt ‘Super Cop!’ like he used to, and you miss that about him like you miss his broken English.
Also, you should go check out Sam's and Fizz's because they're obviously way better. Also? *points down*
09. I'm doing it again because it was loads of fun! Sooo....
Comment with a pairing and I'll give you a line of fic or an icon (you're choice). *begs*
10. /entry