the downward spiral

[hide_my_wings]

drama found me again. at least it's drama that only concerns me. and surprisingly enough i don't want to talk to ANYONE about it. hearing people opinions and advice makes me want to do just the opposite even more.

i'm home for the weekend again. i'm finding it hard to stay in pa when i know i could be in nj with people.

i've been working a lot lately. this is what always happens at ae...no hours until back to school comes out. ugh i've just haven't been sleeping. there has been a lot on my mind and sometimes i'm so tired when i get back from work that i can't sleep. crazy right? so tired you can't sleep?

it's getting late and i should go to sleep. OH so i went on tiffany's website for the first time in like a year...and they have my "C" with diamonds. ha! i like my better i think. the whole reason i looked it up was because at work we got tiffany's stuff for bra sales. i don't know the details about it yet, i find out on sunday...but it made me curious and thought i'd go on and look at stuff. it made me look up claddach rings too. i want one so badly.

it scares me that i could love someone like that so much.