Aug 03, 2006 02:57
Six Flags was tons of fun. I'm really glad I got off for it!
Picked up Ryan for Wing Night which was fun. I'm glad he asked to come! We got the stupid waitress but whatever, hopefully that won't happen again. Brandon came so that was awesome, I miss seeing him more often. Fun times all around of course.
I'm slowly getting used to my new camera, figuring stuff out and what not. Keeping it dry at the Gunpowder today was probably a good start, heh. Took tons of pictures of Life and decided it's psychic (except not really).
I'm really glad I got to see my cousin today. It's been so long and I just feel like I miss out on so much.. I wish we lived closer so I could go see his games and stuff. He's been through so much at such a young age but he doesn't let it effect him which is amazing. He just keeps going on, enjoying life. I wish everyone could have that drive!
I've been thinking about last summer a lot recently, especially since Brandon said something about it last night. It was fun but I know things will never be like that again. I wish some relationships could still be how they are, sometimes it really upsets me that they aren't, but I know everybody changes so that's just ridiculous to think about. I'm really happy about this summer, it's been tons of fun and new adventures, it's just different and I can't help but think about it. I can't believe how much has changed in just one year but it's been a hell of a year. Last summer at this time I was so ready to go to college and be away but I really had no idea what I was in for. Again, I have no idea what's ahead since this is a completely different year, but I feel better about it. I feel more stable and I feel as if I have much more true support. I also have an internship that is going to be time consuming but good. I'm really excited for it, there's no reason not to be.
I guess sometimes it just takes the bad to bring out the good. I know what's real and I know what's loyal and for that I am grateful.