being lonely feels well...lonely!
Today was okay. I went to the pool with my sister Lisa. A girl I know from school named Samekka was there too. She hung out with Lisa, Matt, and me. Then I left and now I'm well here. lol...Last night I met a pretty girl who was bi, but things didn't really work out as I probably would've wanted them to. I saw two lesbian couples yesterday...I think it's some kind of a sign..I'm not sure what kind of sign, but it's a sign either way. LOL! I guess I need to get used to life sucking because I'm going to be living through it. There will always be bad times as there will also always be good times too. I know I'm not happy, but that's not going to stop me from having a little bit of fun. I do want someone that I can hold and well you know love too, but I guess I'll have to wait for someone to come around who wants the same thing. It's the waiting part that sux so bad, and every time I do like someone they either reject me or like me at first to then reject me.<<<<<<>>>>>>> I guess there will be someone out there for me someday. I'll tyr to be patient in the mean time.
------- Stephanie
------- Stephanie