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this week has really been hard. like really hard. my dog, ivy, ate some poison or something on monday, and she died. she wasnt supposed to die yet. like i wasnt ready for it at all, and it was completley devastating. ive had her for like 10 years, and then she was just gone. and i watched her leave. its so weird to see something die. like she was there, and breathing, and then she stopped breathing, and went limp. it was probably the most heartbroken ive ever been in my life, and ive been really down since then. im doing a little better now, but its still really hard. I couldnt go home for 2 nights because i couldnt face being there without her. Im just not used to it. i loved my dog more than anything, she was my best friend, and my baby, and now shes gone and im so empty without her.
luckily i have the best family in the entire world, and my dad and sister drove to round rock today to buy a golden retriever puppy. and his name is charlie. they surprised me with him at work, and hes helping alot. my parents, especially my dad, have been really down about ivy dying, and this is gonna help us all alot. and jenny too.
sorry for the depressing post, but it helps to write this kinda stuff down.
everyone go to erins on the friday!!!
oh and happy birthday to calen cabler. i love her.
luckily i have the best family in the entire world, and my dad and sister drove to round rock today to buy a golden retriever puppy. and his name is charlie. they surprised me with him at work, and hes helping alot. my parents, especially my dad, have been really down about ivy dying, and this is gonna help us all alot. and jenny too.
sorry for the depressing post, but it helps to write this kinda stuff down.
everyone go to erins on the friday!!!
oh and happy birthday to calen cabler. i love her.