i hope
u know what i realized? i do a whole lot of surveys and not alot of updating. so i have decided to update. well ok not really update but write about random ish like i usually do. i guess it doesnt matter much concidering no one will read it.
i hope for alot of things right now. i hope that i get into texas a and m. i hope that i can regain hope on love. i hope that maybe there is a guy out there who can prove me wrong about guys. i hope i can hold a real relationship one day. the list just goes on and on. i was thinking about it on the way home from work tonight. i have hope for alot of things but there is one thing that i do not have hope on. and really i do not kno if i will ever be able to have hope on thins one thing ever. i have been let down way to many times. i have been walked all over way to many times. i just do not know if i can trust.
what ever happened to the times when friends got together and didnt drink or do drugs? i guess that is the effect highschool has on people these days. i hate how no one is innosent anymore. no one is trust worthy except for a select few. what has happened to us? im not saying that i dont have fun when i do go out i guess i am just missing elementary school right about now. i remember that i used to play with dolls and be content with that. or color. or play outside. does anyone in highschool play outside anymore?
i dont know i guess there is just alot going on in my head right now and this wasnt even the full of it.
i love you chels that you for always being there for me.
i hope for alot of things right now. i hope that i get into texas a and m. i hope that i can regain hope on love. i hope that maybe there is a guy out there who can prove me wrong about guys. i hope i can hold a real relationship one day. the list just goes on and on. i was thinking about it on the way home from work tonight. i have hope for alot of things but there is one thing that i do not have hope on. and really i do not kno if i will ever be able to have hope on thins one thing ever. i have been let down way to many times. i have been walked all over way to many times. i just do not know if i can trust.
what ever happened to the times when friends got together and didnt drink or do drugs? i guess that is the effect highschool has on people these days. i hate how no one is innosent anymore. no one is trust worthy except for a select few. what has happened to us? im not saying that i dont have fun when i do go out i guess i am just missing elementary school right about now. i remember that i used to play with dolls and be content with that. or color. or play outside. does anyone in highschool play outside anymore?
i dont know i guess there is just alot going on in my head right now and this wasnt even the full of it.
i love you chels that you for always being there for me.