No Man is Worth a Shit Unless...
All men except one are useless creatures. Unless a you treat him like shit for nearly five years, cheat on him, dangle him, lie to him, hurt him intentionally, break promises to him, confuse him, and basically ruin his life and still he will consider taking you back... then he is worth something. Love is the most powerful emotion anyone can experience in life. When people say it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all... that is crazy because true love is never lost and if it is in danger of being of being lost you fight for it. If you lose the fight or if your like me and your afraid to fight or dont fight then it may be gone for a while but the connection never severs. The love will always haunt you and one day you will not be able to take it anymore and you will beg forgivness that you dont deserve and try your hardest to make everything right again. Zack has taken so much of my bullshit and I have done almost every horrible thing in the world to him and probably a few new ones that havnt even been done to anyone else before. Yet he is so awesome of a man to let me come back. Love never fails. Real love never fails and even though its been so long and so much has happened, Zack and I stayed connected through the hardest of times and that is real love. The kind that runs deep and never dies and only goes down with a hard fight but it will always stand back up again. He is the love and the reason my strength, spirit, hope, sanity and heart is still above water. And no man will ever compare to that. No man can show that to another woman and no man is worth a shit to me unless he is Zack.