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The four horsemen came looking for me last night. They tapped on my window and asked if i was the girl they were looking for. I just smiled that smile I give you and stepped outside. The wind stopped blowing. I want to cry. I want to run away. I want to kiss you like I've never kissed anyone before when you look at me like that. And I roll down the windows and scream goodbye. In five months I'll be lost forever in the sea, and you can't even promise to miss me? My life is reduced to dances and drinks behind shut curtains. What the fuck is wrong with me? We are all breaking down. Its you, its always fucking you. You are in the wind. The ocean. Every city and I will never be able to escape this. The whole time I've been running and I just now realized it, I will never escape you.