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I hope tonight I find myself mixed in with the streetlights, noise, and confusion. Then I will become one again. Driving through the city, pick out the landmarks that remind me of you. Say its over, that life goes on and I had to learn somehow. And I am done, so finished and through, with picking up everyone elses messes. Leave the lights off, I won't be back for a while. Bring the curtain down. Just tell them all to go on with their lives, go home. You don't belong here anymore than I do. Sometimes this city seems to cry out "justify your right for being here" and other times its welcoming me into its arms. I wish I could leave behind all of this, neglect everything, and stop thinking about you. Theres a corner in the universe for everyone, sometimes you just need to go there by yourself and be alone. Im just not cut out for this, long nights and bloodshot eyes.