The Same Frustrations in the Old Situations.
Hey, Ok. I've never started an entry like that. There must be a reason. I don't like thinking I'm actually writing to some journal. Wierds me out..
Well yesterday was nice. I went for a walk/hike in the forest. I love the forest I really do. My parents are now looking for a huge lot with some property and trees and stuff. It makes me feel so rich. Even though I'm definitely not. Oh well. What can ya do?
I'm really tired because I've been going to sleep later and later. I just wish I had someone on the computer who makes me want to be on all the time. But I don't. And I'm on all the time anyway. Jeez. I'm crazy. In a good way.. right? Ya right. Six Feet Under is on tonight. I cannot wait. I love that show so much. Its so good it kills me.
Ok I've done this before but that was a long time ago. So I'm gonna give a little useless blurb on a whole bunch of people in my life. But its ok. You dont need to read it. Seriously you dont. Its just here for me. You can read it if you think you're one of them tho.. heheh. Ok.
My "Turtle" is awesome. We've been having so many good times lately. And I always just want to hug and her and kiss her. And its been so fun just to talk to her. I mean I guess she was my first real friend and the fact that we're still so close makes me sooo happy.
My "Diva" is awesome too. For a while there I thought we were growing apart. But every time i get together with her shes awesome. And we have great fun like we used too. And everything seems back to normal and i love her. Its the magic of summer darling.
"Blondie" I guess I'm better friends with than i ever been with him ever. I dunno why. We just get along more lately. Who knows why. Cuz we never even attempted to get along before.
"Email" is good too. I really miss her. I haven't seen her in a long time and that makes me sad. Sometimes I don't even remember a time when we used to see each other everyday. How wierd. But we're trying to plan stuff in her exteremely overly filled busy schedule.
"Kost" Wow. This is wierd. I barely know you. But I really want to be your friend. I really just want to be able to talk to you. And sometimes even I think I like you. But I wouldn't know right. I mean I really do like you. But I dunno. I dunno if you're even the right type.. that worries me.
"chocolate". Ok. I really like you. Wow that sounds wierd to say. But just every time we talk I smile and stuff and I love it. But its probably just stupid me running through crushes again. I mean there is so much that keeps us apart. And I dont even know ya that well.
"Super". Even though lots of people have resistance towards you I wish we could be better friends. I really do. I find you really interesting and nice. I dont mean that in a bad way. I just maybe want to be friends more.