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LAST NIGHT
WAS THE BEST NIGHT
OF MY LIFE!
We didnt end up going to salem because of various reasons...
and the morning was so shitty. and I was so frustrated.. but THENNNN Chris definately made it up to me:
After going out to dinner with his mom and dad, Chris and I went out into the backyard... and I sat on him on his green chair.. but I was squishing him :\ so we went over to the lawn chair and he sat behind me, and I sat between his legs and layed back on his chest.. and he put his arms around me and held both of my hands and we watched the stars come out. :D!!!!!
It was so amazing. and it wasnt just like..he was doing it to say we did it. He was just as into it as I was. and it was amazing. and he kissed my cheeks, my hands.. my forehead, my lips. and we saw Venus. and we saw the big dipper. and we saw a ring of stars around the moon.
We went to 'the spot' like last summer... and we sat on the rocks
and had a few pretty serious and deep conversations. I've never been so in love. I love it. He's starting to show me who I always knew he could always be.. and who I know he wants to be. Of course I don't want him to change who he is. At all. but we've discussed it and it doesnt matter. so why did I mention it. I dont know but im too lazy to edit. I'd rather just keep typing. By the way.. you pinky swore. ;)
"if I could only put into words the way I see you..
I only know I have an angel with me now.
When I fall asleep
you're all that i see
you're in my thoughts and all of my prayers.
I wish I could be all that you mean to me.
My angel without wings."
<33
WAS THE BEST NIGHT
OF MY LIFE!
We didnt end up going to salem because of various reasons...
and the morning was so shitty. and I was so frustrated.. but THENNNN Chris definately made it up to me:
After going out to dinner with his mom and dad, Chris and I went out into the backyard... and I sat on him on his green chair.. but I was squishing him :\ so we went over to the lawn chair and he sat behind me, and I sat between his legs and layed back on his chest.. and he put his arms around me and held both of my hands and we watched the stars come out. :D!!!!!
It was so amazing. and it wasnt just like..he was doing it to say we did it. He was just as into it as I was. and it was amazing. and he kissed my cheeks, my hands.. my forehead, my lips. and we saw Venus. and we saw the big dipper. and we saw a ring of stars around the moon.
We went to 'the spot' like last summer... and we sat on the rocks
and had a few pretty serious and deep conversations. I've never been so in love. I love it. He's starting to show me who I always knew he could always be.. and who I know he wants to be. Of course I don't want him to change who he is. At all. but we've discussed it and it doesnt matter. so why did I mention it. I dont know but im too lazy to edit. I'd rather just keep typing. By the way.. you pinky swore. ;)
"if I could only put into words the way I see you..
I only know I have an angel with me now.
When I fall asleep
you're all that i see
you're in my thoughts and all of my prayers.
I wish I could be all that you mean to me.
My angel without wings."
<33