"A hope remains a hope if nothing is done about it"
Ya Allah,
I should really slap myself for all the empty promises that I said I will start praying.
I need enlightenment as to why I don't feel afraid at all.
I feel afraid for the fact that I don't feel afraid.
I regret for all those times that I refused to go religious classes in the past;
just look at my lack of knowledge. I'm ashamed that kids younger than me know better than I do.
Sigh, what if I die tomorrow with nothing in my suitcase?