Jul 05, 2009 15:59
3rd day of menses and my anger multiplied like I don't even know what or how to describe it.
I think I should take those pills which women usually take during menses, so as to calm their temperament during the dreaded 7 days.
It's scientifically proven that women behave erratically during menses, so I'm not alone here.
Life has been one crazy ride.
What's with projects, tests, friends, family and love all around you.
Had a crazy, harsh night last night.
Resulting me in staying at the same spot for god-knows-how-long.
Putting on a brave front, I took a bus which I never took before.
Dropped somewhere in the middle of the wee hours and walked slowly home when it started to drizzle lightly.
If you know me well enough, directions is never my forte. I was quite surprised at myself doing what I did last night.
It was journey back home which I will never forget.
Plan was supposed to meet the cute little toddler that I have been missing for weeks.
I wonder what is he doing now? Vacuuming the floor or running around?
Wrist surgery coming soon this Thursday, right after ticketing test.
Back then, I was whining 9th July seems such a long time.
Now, its only a few days away.
Most probably, I might have to head to operating theater alone. :(
And maybe out of there, alone too.
I admit this surgery is freaking me out a little.
Will I be operated on while still conscious? Will I feel my skin being cut open slowly with those sharp thingies although it will feel numb?
Will I feel poking and probing about under my skin? What about stitches, scars and casts?
I had a major surgery on my right elbow which resulted me in having 3 to 4 scars due to dislocation.
I had a cast on, then. But I barely remembered anything else.
It's a minor surgery for this left wrist. But I can't help feeling worried.
Maybe it's due to the fact knowing you're inside the operating theater alone with nobody outside waiting for you.
Sucky, isn't it.....?